Wah Udah tgl 28 Feb Cink

Today is 28 February 2006 *sigh* Time flies, not much things that I've done so far, but my stress level already reaching red liao *sigh*
Anyway let put stress aside...I only have about 3 and 1/2 months left for my gig at my best friend's wedding, and I haven't found what song to sing *sigh* any suggestions pleaseeee?
Still have so much fat to lose as well for the beach wedding, I have to fit in that sexy bikini by june lah euy...somebody help me pleasee...or do you think I have to hire personal trainer? but no use lah..my work schedule aujubileh busy-nya *hiks*
So many things to prepare but so little time left...this one is no last minute preparation though *sigh*
I just can say to my self cia you.....

I'm Back (for the day lah ya...)

Hola...I'm back *nyengir*
This morning I supposed to wake up at 7 am, but I don't know how...by the time I really walked out of the bed it's 8 am *blush* I wondered how did I manage to wake up 5 am with out fail every day when I was still at school in Jakarta *mikir* Hayo piyeee? Somebody explain please....
Anyway, I sms-ed the girl that supposed to deal with me, informing I'd arrive around 9.30 instead of 8.30 *blush* so far out ya? wakakakakkaka...I arrived there about 9.20, found out that the girl said she supposed to meet me at 10 am, aiyoh...but her assistant is very good, she said," let's not waste your time, start now lah.." which I agreed
By default I have to be under that girl til lunch, meanwhile after lunch I'll be under that poisonous bitch *sigh* but that nice girl finished quite early, as she said she doesn't want to bombard us with so many things in a day, so I thought I could back to my office til lunch finish though. But checking with the bitch, she said it's better to start with her that time....so ok lah I agreed.
Oh my God, bloody bitch, knowing the new contract with my company, she purposedly let all the job piled over there, waiting for the staff from my company to handle her bloody don't know how many months loads of worked has she been collected til now *sigh*
She really tries to make the full use of the contract, I really pity my new staff, but I have no power to help, hopefully my new staff can survive there lah...the job sounds quite easy but tedious, I don't think I could be able to handle that type of job...anyway coz there is no more training going on, so I left their office early for today...*lega*
Now trying to cope with my sleepiness, even though had grabbed coffee from Starbucks (excuse me, will you endorse me pleasee Mr Starbucks?), of course decaf and low fat lah, if not may be now I'm not in the office, but landed in hospital lah..
But tomorrow, gotta be there again, but probably not as early as today lah ya...

Diarrhea

Sunday nite, hanging out in the office, just because I left my hp in the office friday nite, as I left in a hurry coz I had to attend stupid boring function that nite *regret*
Some more I'm having diarrhea now, which I suspected from the lunch today *sigh* Rushing back to the office to get my hp, back side itchy, turned on my PC, and check my office e-mail (which I try to refrain doing so from home), at the end, here I am, glued on to my chair doing some work *workaholic mode on*
What to do? My responsibility is very high though, coz tomorrow I will not be in the office as I said, probably by doing some works tonite, so tomorrow nite after my japanese class, I will not need to go back to the office again? *doubtfull*
Quite spooky in the office, just imagine lah, I think the whole building only me, but what the heck lah ya....just now suddenly the fax received something, I was shock bit lah ya...but used to it already...
Okay mo minta doa restu lagi nih buat besok *sungkem* Over there I won't be able to have access to the internet, I only can access their intranet *sick* So I don't know whether I can update my blog from home for the next only God knows how long lah ya....Hopefully I can survive ya...
Have a nice week ahead....

Wish Me Luck

Update on my sickness first lah ya....I think it shouldn't be any problems, just because of the work and the stress, so my body goes crazy, all things came out in the same time, migraine, gastric, panick attack, spasm, muscle constraction...but as the doctor wanna play safe here, he insisted on doing ECG on me that nite, and then refers me to cardiologist lah...
Anyway, starting from Monday I will be put in the dungeon *cry* I have to be based in one of my client's office for only God knows *sigh* I only hope between 2 to 4 weeks lah...if could be shorter, I'll be the happy enough *sigh*
You remember that 2 head snake? *sobs* nah...I'll be working with her from Monday onwards, in her office *panick* Doh I have to play politics, and I hate politic, I can't play this game well *sigh* You know me lah...I'm a very easy to read person...how ah? *singlish* but I don't have any other choice leh...die die must go there one *more singlish* alamak...gawat gag siy?
Only 1 consolation, let me tell you ar...the manager is oh quite cute...wakakkaka...but then have to be proffesional, rite? Don't mix business with pleasures *grin*
Then come again the bad news...when first I met him, I tought,"Hmm quite cute ya..."
On subsequent meeting, then I feel,"Eh this guy look familiar..."
On one of the event that I have to attend, I brought my partner in crime along, suddenly she said,"Eh Flon, tuh orang koq mirip...." then she stopped, then I looked at her with a horror look...and we scream together," aarrrghhhhh......"a lot of people turned their face to us *blush*
By then I realised he looks like doh...hard to write...hmm somebody that had left a lot of memories in my life and I'd tried very hard to forget...that's the bad news...
Luckily (still try to get something positive lah..) my cubicle will be right at the back...wish me luck ya...I have to survive nih...and I will survive *sing*
Have a nice week end all....

Bagaikan Kacang Lupa Kulitnya

Touch Wood dulu ahhhhhh....
Have you ever met some experiences like somebody has already been succeeded, then he will become arrogant or snobbish? Or some companies (especially retail) when they succeed then they become lose in quality of service?
First Hongkong Cafe, which is located in East Coast Road, the first time I visited there, I felt the food was fabulous, ambiance good, everything good lah, secnd visit also still the same, then suddenly the third visit, the food qualities was bad, drinks to sweet, and their opening hours has changed, before hand they open for sunday lunch, now not anymore *sigh* I knew they had succeeded, but success doesn't mean you can change your attitude towards work commitment and quality of works, agree?
Second, last nite I was having a chest cramp so I decided to go to Gleneagles Hospital. I found that the service quality there now is quite bad. When I saw the doctor, and he asked me about my medical history, to my surprise I found out that now they gave the doctor a new clean card *sigh* weird, huh? I think I was still there a few months back, not really that long though to throw my history card away...besides the doctor in charge is no longer that cute doctor anymore *nyengir* Next time I won't go there anymore....
Last but not least after seeing all those incidents I hope that whatever I have achieved in my life until this moment, I'll make sure I will not slackened towards my works and I'll try to do better than what I am now, and always be humble...seperti padi..semakin berisi semakin merunduk....

Clash

First of all, I saw a doctor yesterday, when I said I have a bone ache, she asked the same question as what I was thinking when I started to feel my bone is aching,"Had you by any chance bitten by mosquitos?" hehhhe...yupe after that bloody denqueue fever, everytime I have fever, that's the first question that is going into my mind. But anyway I only have viral infection lah, but now, my voice is oh so sexy, more sexy than banci who always sing in warung in front of my place in Jakarta *blush* (it remind me of Jangan Ganggu Banci song, which made me laugh by my self when I first heard that song, inside the car, driving alone *blush*)
Secondly..Ooopss I'm caught by Yuli *blush* hehehhe..she knows me well now...if I'm in troubles usually I'll have a lot of activities...the more activities mean more trouble *blush* I know everybody that heard I'm taking Japanese lesson always said,"What? Are you crazy? 24 hours in a day is not enough for your work but yet you still take another class". *nyengir*
Anyway...my partner in crime is going to Bangkok this week for training, and during week end, she'll go Koh Samui with her colleague for holiday. I've already tried my best to dig information from her about what time is her flight from Bangkok going to be, and which resort she's goin to stay. All the info has already completed, and I was planning to give her surprise by going there and staying in the same resort and appear to her suddenly *devil smile*, like what I did to Agnes *nyengir*, but this time I don't have any accomplice though, I don't know her colleague *sigh*
Well I'm thinking wait until Monday to book air ticket and hotel, and suddenly my client called me,"Hey Flo, we're having an event this week end, you have to come, promise?" Arrrghhhhhh...all my plants broke down into pieces *sobs* Some more then I realised that I have another event to attend as well on that day, around same time...
Alamak..now I'm in trouble, 2 events in the same time, if only I were an amoeba, can split my self into two, or may be I had twin sister *sigh*
May be I should hold a contest looking for somebody looks like me, but actually I have one...but I don't feel she looks like me though...but almost everybody ask whether she's my sister or what...but very far lah...bloody far....I'm more pretty *pe de* wakakkakakak....

Last Week Update

First of all...thanks for all your encouragement for my last posting, well..I think that's really what friend are for, friends keep everybody life goes on...That's something I've been missing after I landed in Singapore, if you saw my posting for my valentine's day below, all those photos, all those friends, I used to have lotsa friends everywhere, even when I was in Jakarta...but suddenly after I came to Singapore *sigh*, I only have a handfull of physical friends, but thanks God I still have a lot of virtual friends which is you all...
Last week was not a really good week for me, there are a lot of battle and frustation inside me, but anyway here I am still surviving though *nyengir* I can't sleep as per normal (which is even though my normal sleep has already been abnormal for the normal people *nah loh bingung kan*) especially Friday, can't sleep, till about 2 am (uupss it's Saturday already ya...) then woke up at 6 am, gasping for my breath, I thought, this is it, good by world...but here I am still here writing my blog *nyengir lagi*
So after I managed to control my breathing, I decided to go out for a walk and have brekkie outside, suddenly jreng...I missed Sydney, when I'd moved to Kingsford, my Saturday morning routine is walking from my place in Anzac Parade, all the way down to Coogee beach, if I could walk early then I'll be able to see the full perfect sunrise ceremony (it's not a cultural ceremony though, that's how I called it *nyengir*), but if not, then I only enjoy the last half of it, then after that I would have brekkie in one of those cafe by the beach, yupe...all by my self, what a perfect life....
I always dream to have a flat or condominium or even a house by the beach, because I just love beach so much better than mountain. One day I have to make sure that I'll be able to realise my dream, but don't know where...
Allrighty back to the story line. Because there is no such thing as Coogee beach in Singapore, so I decided to drive to West Coast Beach, that's the way they called it even though there is no beach there *sigh* there is a sea, and a park, and they're building the promenade now... Before proceeding to West Coast Beach, I decided to buy newspaper first, one thing, in Singapore the newspaper man quite lazy, 6 am my newspaper hasn't arrived, I think they arrived around 8 am, ridiculous, isn't it? back in Jakarta I could read my newspaper as early as 5 am *sigh*, went to 7 eleven, they newspaper hasn't arrived either *arrrghhh* so I drove to Holland V, looked like they'd just finished unloading the stock *sigh*
I was tempted to have brekkie in Holland V instead, but I checked BK, Starbucks, Coffee Beans hadn't opened, lazy to check the other side, what the heck, I tought, West Coast Beach will always be there 7 days a week, 24 hours a day, yupe..it's Mc D *sigh* they got Mc Cafe, but I'm not sure what time do they open...
Arrived there, I order big breakfast, even though I couldn't finished *blush* sitting under the sun...reading my newspaper, had a brisk walk (I can't jog, it will make my thigh very ichy, but if I played basketball and tennis, I run like nothing, surprise huh? Me too still wondering very hard..why is that so..)
Afternoon meeting up with friends, did some shopping *sigh* Actually I'd promised my self not to spend on clothing this month, but...suddenly I have something come up, I have to be stationed in my client's place, so I have to update my wardrobe donks *nyari alasan*, so here I go shopping time....as usual lah...over spent (hmm like real huh? I'd never set the budget though, but just feel, wow...I spent so much hehehhe...reminds me of that book Shopaholics.. heheheh)
Then I started something wrong with my body, I'm sick *horayyy* till now, losing my lovely voice *sigh*, going to see the doctor in the afternoon, and rest at home till evening, then I'll go to Japanese Class (I still owe you this story, don't I?)
Have a good week ahead yaaa.....

Week end Reflection

I was talking over the phone to my friend on Wednesday nite, and I didn't know how it was started, suddenly the "gokil" topic changed to life...Suddenly she said,"Waduh Flon, gue salut ama elo, selama ini gue tuh pikir elo orang yang paling trouble free banget, soalnya elo gokil abis sih...tapi gua gak nyangka di balik ke-gokil-an lo itu ternyata elo tuh mengalami banyak banget hal, tapi elo masih bisa tetep ceria dan gokil, gue gak kebayang deh kalo gue yang musti ngadepin masalah ginian sebagai elo, kayanya gue bakalan dah give up dari kapan-kapan kali ya..."
After I hung up the phone, suddenly I recalled these verse:

No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it. (1 Cor 10:13)

Then I started to think,"Is it because God knows that I still can bear with all of these series of things?"
I just hope I will still be able to bear with all the things though, but until how far?
Have a great week end everyone *hugs*

On Diet

Trying to go on diet, not for losing weight purposes, but because of I'm going to have an exam at the end of this month.
Wondering what's the connection between exam and diet huh? *evil smile*
It's my singing class exam lah (eh not Singapore Idol lah, oh ya I supposed to join ya...there still be opening this Sunday, will you vote for me ar? *senyum manis*)...coz on Tuesday I had fried food plus sambal belachan for my lunch, and my voice was broken down *sigh* Stupid me, when the teacher asked me to choose 3 songs to sing, which comprised of 2 Indonesian songs (yeah I sing Indonesian song most of the time, remember I'm the Duta Indonesia *grin*) and 1 English songs, then I choosed Kaulah Segalanya-Uthe, Bukan Cinta Biasa-Siti Nurhaliza, and Can You Feel The Love Tonight-Lion King.
Idiotic, right? Especially for Siti Nurhaliza, wow, she has a very high voice, she sings with head voice, and you know my voice is quite low...yeah that's me, loves challenges...
Anyway I have to eat something soupy (eh not soapy ya...), like instant noodle *grinned* wakakkaka...for the next 2 weeks, and go to Kbox more often *ngelirik Yuli* (like real huh? so far I've been once only, and it's because my Karaoke buddy came from Sydney)...but karaoke alone? so sad huh? not fun also..Going to karaoke is not about the singing, but it's about fun and togetherness...
Oh no... now I'm started to miss Sydney again, I mean, I miss my friends inside those photos below, especially Megumi and Robby, my faihtful karaoke buddy...

Happy Valentine's Day

Valentine's Day is here, remind me my high school days, wearing pink ribbons, begging teacher for cancelling lesson, so that we could play some games, ordering pizza hut delivery..etc..etc...For me nothing special...if you love someone and that person loves you also, then every day is valentine's day, isn't it?
Happy Valentine's Day everyone, I love you all....

Oma

Phew....finally Chinese New Year is over (officially it's 2 weeks), so yesterday was the last day...with my parents here, I had a very long visiting lists *sigh* which usually when my parents are not here, I try to cut short by only visited the core family member only.
Have you noticed that Grandma always dote the first grandchild available?
It works on me, while I'm practically the first grandchild for grandma from my mom' side, where 3 of my mom's elder sister are in Hongkong, and they hadn't been back for so long, which made my position as 1st grandchild even stronger. She doted me a lots, even when later on a few cousins came in, I'm still number one *grin* but too bad when I left for Sydney she felt sick, and passed away after a few years *sigh*
On the other hand, from my dad's side, I don't know I'm in what rank, and I know that I was not in the 1st rank, but later I learned that even though I didn't feel her love, and I was really scared of her, she also loved me, my cousins who were staying with her, told me, every Sunday, she used to sit in front of TV, saying that I might be appeared in the children show (Aneka Ria Anak - Anak *jadul banged*) one day...and without failed she did that until I grew up become a teenager, but too bad, she didn't have a chance to see me on TV when I was representing my school for Cepat Tepat *jadul lagi*, she passed away long before that *sigh*
So now, here I am, grandma-less, but my best friend's grandma is staying in Singapore, ever since I moved to Singapore, every year, my best friend asks me to become a flower courier for her grandma, which I happily do. And by any chance, my best friend is also the first grandchild from Oma *sigh*
Everytime my best friend comes to Singapore, she'll stay in Oma place, and of course I'll go to Oma place to pick her up, or only to hang around there with her, gossiping, flipping TV programmes etc..etc...
Anyway Oma is getting old, but she's still strong and fresh, the last time my best friend came was on October for her sister wedding, and I don't know why, suddenly Oma said to me,"Kamu jadi cucu oma aja deh...sering-sering dateng ke sini dong nengokin Oma".
Well I guess Oma is very lonely...and on week end I visited Oma for Chinese New Year, everything she does, exactly representing my grandma from my mom side, and suddenly made me missed her a lot *hiks*
When I asked permission to leave, suddenly Oma hugged me and cry...Oh my God, I don't know what to do *sigh* I only said," Happy New Year yah Oma, biar Oma sehat selalu dan panjang umur..."
I'll continue to visit Oma....

If only

Remember the choose your own adventure book? *jadul banget yak* The book that let you choose your own destiny during the reading.
That book made me start to wonder if I hadn't left Jakarta a few years back, what will my life be? Will it be better? Or worse?

Andaikan Kau Datang

Terlalu indah dilupakan
Terlalu sedih dikenangkan
Setelah aku jauh berjalan
Dan kau...kutinggalkan

Betapa hatiku bersedih
Mengenang kasih dan sayangmu
Setulus pesanmu kepadaku
Engkau'kan menunggu

Andaikan kau datang kembali
Jawaban apa yang kan kuberi
Adakah jalan yang kau temui
Untuk kita kembali lagi

Bersinarlah bulan purnama
Seindah serta tulus cintanya
Bersinarlah terus sampai nanti
Lagu ini kuakhiri

That Koes Plus' song, that is re-sung by Ruth Sahanaya in Salute to Koes Plus album, like Yoan said, really wonderful, and touches my heart quite deep...
I used to ask the same question also, and one of my best friend said the answer is most likely "No", because people change through out times, so you might find he'd changed as well...
When my turn came, after a very long and deep thought, my answer was "No" (surprise huh I could say No? *nyengir*, the scar is too deep, that's why...), I think that's the best answer ....I just don't want to be hurt anymore..

Beautiful Moment

This morning I woke up finding a silence moment, nobody at home, only Nunik busy cleaning the kitchen *horray* I like to be home alone...freeeeeeee
Made my breakfast consist of Sosro Jasmine Tea plus a bit of sugar and one slice of toast, put Sheila on 7 inside CD player...
It was quite windy and cool this morning, wow...so enjoyable... that tea emank kaga ada matinye cink... (eh I got endorsement or not yaa? wakakakka...but anyway I'm Miss Indonesia lah...everything I speak, I always proud of my country lah yaa...)
Felt like a very perfect holiday, until I turned my head to the window and saw another row of blocks across my block *gubraks*
All the beatiful moment turned into nightmare again *sigh*

Brain Error

I've never been this error before, yesterday, the whole day I kept on doing stupid mistakes, luckily (Indonesian always use luckily ya *blush*) my workloads was not much, so I didn't do something fatal, but only bloody stupid.
I couldn't remember exactly what were stupid things that I'd done. It started during my morning shower, I was about to wash my face, then I was wondering, why my face wash smelt and felt different *bingunk* I opened my eyes and found out that I pour the bath gel instead of face wash *gubraks* Gila gag siy? the bottle are very different in shape, face wash is tube meanwhile bath gel is bottle *mokal abis* Still I couldn't learned from experience, after the shower, I was applying the eye cream, I felt eh...why the eye cream so watery ya? To my suprised when I turned my head to see my hand, it was my moisturiser *pingsan*
In the office I tried to print out something then the printer didn't work, I was wondering why, then finally I found out that I hadn't plugged in the USB cable to my CPU *blush*
I was in the middle of writing, then suddenly somebody called me, I tried to rise up from my chair, meanwhile my handphone charger's cable is strangled into my chair, luckily the handphone was only dangling in the air, hadn't knocked anything at all *lega*
After that I went back to my table, found out I lost my pen, I was searching high and low, went out of my room, went to next rooms, under the table, and everywhere, still couldn't find out, I gave up my writing (I only like to write with that particular pen though *blush*)..then went I went to buy for another pen, I found that pen was inside my wallet *gondok* I realised that I did some internet transaction before hand, so it might be slipped inside after I put back my credit card *sigh*
The craziest thing among all was I supposed to go for my Japanese Class in Bugis (yupe I take up Japanese class, I'll tell the story someday ya....*mbok ya sing sabar*) then I was inside Bugis Junction shopping centre to buy the bloody pen, then instead of walking toward my school, then I went to the gym direction *gubraks*
Gila gag sih guwe ini? Error pisan abis2an kayak gini *jedotin kepala ke tembok* Scary or not? I also keep on forgetting things, is it early sign of amnesia? But yet the bloody problems that I really want to forget are still stuck and fresh inside my mind...Do I need to reinstall my brain?

Kisah Sedih Di Hari Minggu

That's the title of sinetron that I saw when I was in Jakarta a few weeks back, and they use Koes Plus song as a soundtrack as well.
I don't know why, suddenly it made me wanna hear their songs again, even though when I was still a small kid, everytime my driver put their songs, I always complained *grinned* May be age has something to do with these kinda sentimental feeling *sigh*
Anyway, on that Friday after the TV session in the hotel, I did my final shopping, bought some cds, which I didn't have time to try, just grabbed as many as I could, as long as I saw "the best of somebody that I knew" then I just took...My actions caught a curious looks of the buyer and the cd shop's staffs as well, of course lah..who is crazy enough to buy so many Indonesian cds, without trying at all *grinned*
So now I have quite some of Indonesian songs collection *bangga* but the Koes Plus songs, it's not by them, but retouched and re-sung by current famous singer. And that song "Kisah Sedih di Hari Minggu" is only sung by "aaaaaaaaa" and only a bit *gondok*
By the way, I found 1 clip from that Tribute to Koes Plus, by Riff, you can click on the play sign above though, but the singer looks scary, luckily the model is quite cute, who's the name ar...mmm duh..amnesia nih guwe...*sedih* For those who doesn't know Koes Plus, the original songs of course not Rock like this, but anyway rock with the whole orchestra, quite funky though *surprised*
Last but not least, of course my Sunday was quite sad yesterday too lah, if not, why should I use this title...

Viva Vina

Yesterday morning, I woke up with a sms saying,"Zhao sang Hao Hunny Bunny, there will be Viva Vina concert this month, r u going 2 come again?" with the devil animation inside...
Gubraks...Aje gilee...she tought I'm a conglomerate or what ya? I know 1 nite would never be enough to be with me *pe de abies* but this is not the polite way to invite me back home lah ya...wakakkakakakkak....
Remembering I only left with 3 more free fiscal, and I still have to attend her wedding and the other best friend wedding, hen parties, and my travel list that haven't been fullfilled till now, which consist of:
1. Fishing in Pulau Seribu
2. Catching sunrise and sunset in Bali
3. Still curious about staying in Novus Resort, Puncak
4. Fishing and Trekking trip to Tanjung Lesung
5. Lombok revisited
6. Catching sunrise again in Borobudur
7. Bandung, lautan makanan dan FO
8. Catching sunrise in Bromo
9. etc..etc...
Weleh, have to work triple hard to fullfill all of those meanwhile the list still continues, and all of the above is still in Indonesia, how about other countries destination?*sigh*
By the way, last nite, meeting with my partner in crime, she sounded so desperate because of her boss and crazy workloads, meanwhile I need a few rounds of drinks, so we went to Long Bar to have couples of drinks. We ended up with shooting peanut to each other (in Long Bar they provide peanuts and we can just throw the skin anywhere, like Lone Star Steak House in Perth itu loh...but the difference in Long Bar, they will sweep the floor after they close, so not so many peanuts around). From her I found out that Viva Vina, will be conducted by Addie MS...weleh...should I consider going back again to catch the concert yak? *deep tought sambil ngitung kancing*

Momentum

On the day before Chinese New Year, I had a lots of work to do in the office, and still had to rush to buy last minutes shopping list from my mom, before supermarket closed at 5 pm. Arrived at home, hearing my mom said that Nunik's father is very sick.
I smelt a fish, there are 2 possibilities:
1. Nuniek can not tahan under my mom regimes.
2. Nuniek want to use that excuse to extend her contract with me, by saying she doesn't have enough money to cover her dad's expenses.
And then.....this morning, I was about to leave the house and wanted to talk to Nunik about something, I saw her crying...I said,"Loh, Nik, kamu kenapa?"
She said,"Anu ma'am, saya udah gak tahan lagi kerja di sini bla..bla..bla.."
I didn't really get what she said after that and suddenly she stopped coz my mom went into the house....
I supposed to shout,"Horrayyyy...."
Instead, my heart melted seeing her condition, I felt sorry for her *sigh* So I called back home from the office,"Nik, mbok ya sing sabar....sayang kan tinggal 6 bulan lagi kamu kerja di sini...paling ibu saya masih sekitar 2 minggu atau 1 bulan lagi di sini, yah kamu sabar ajah..."
Like real huh? I don't even know when will my parents go back to Jakarta, but out of pity, I just made up some stories for her wakakakkakaka....
But let me clarify one thing, I don't regret for the decision I've made, to let her stay, anyway we're all human, no matter how many mistakes she has made (inclusive she damaged my new Arsenal's jersey *sigh*), my motto that was taught by my partner in crime "Mbok ya sing sabar, sing Kuoso sing mbales...."

Chinese New Year

I asked my parents to invite my partner in crime for the reunion dinner, and of course my parents were very happy to have additional guest, as we always hold the principle "the more the merrier". Even my mom still asked me whether I have any other friend to invite some more *weleh*
A few days before that, I'd informed her about the reunion dinner, and she was so excited...every day she sms-ed me counting down the day *sigh* and I passed her the voucher from Lee Hwa, as my point expiring, and they converted my points to voucher, meanwhile, I'm not a jewellery person (yupe, you must be asking I'm not jewellery person, but yet I had points inside my membership, rite? Coz usually I bought jewelleries for a gift to my mom, or relatives lah...want to receive a gift also? be my relatives lah ...wakakkakaka...*promote*), so she alos sms-ed me saying that she bought some jewelleries for Chinese New Year, she couldn't wait to wear them *sigh*
I'm the one who celebrates CNY but not as excited as her....
Anyway, that nite she came, and we ate, turned on Channel U, they were showing Super Star Live, and she was surprised why those superstar sang out of tune, as we ate, everytime they sang out of tune, we saw each other and burtst into laughter...*jail*
After dinner, we enjoy a few drinks, as usual Choya lah...actually wanted to open wine, but my parents don't drink, I didn't want to get drunk as well, coz we were planning to see fireworks in Chinatown...
Finished dinner, dragged my mom and my dad to play UNO, but only my mom willing to join, and she lost, after that she went on strike she said that we cheated on her *sigh* So we just did channel surfing as usual, waited till 11.20 pm to go to China town.
Supposedly we went with my parents, but my dad didn't want to go, so....we still went ahead...the fireworks was so dissapointing, and it was so anti klimax, there were no spirit of Chinese New Year at all, like everybody didn't wish each other happy new year, like what people did in Sydney, so dissapointing...even my partner in crime said,"Huh? Cuma kaya gini nih?"
I said,"Well, what you expect, it's Singapore...wakakkaka...at least you still have me by your side *mulai ngegombal*"
So I sent her home, and realised that there were a bigger firework at River Hongbao, which I'd forgotten about it *regret*
Anyway after the count down, suddenly I felt very sad, empty and lonely....Another year passed by, getting older, and have to face more challenges all by my self, nobody can help, and this time I can't run away anymore....
Back to life...back to reality... *nyanyi*