Momentum

On the day before Chinese New Year, I had a lots of work to do in the office, and still had to rush to buy last minutes shopping list from my mom, before supermarket closed at 5 pm. Arrived at home, hearing my mom said that Nunik's father is very sick.
I smelt a fish, there are 2 possibilities:
1. Nuniek can not tahan under my mom regimes.
2. Nuniek want to use that excuse to extend her contract with me, by saying she doesn't have enough money to cover her dad's expenses.
And then.....this morning, I was about to leave the house and wanted to talk to Nunik about something, I saw her crying...I said,"Loh, Nik, kamu kenapa?"
She said,"Anu ma'am, saya udah gak tahan lagi kerja di sini bla..bla..bla.."
I didn't really get what she said after that and suddenly she stopped coz my mom went into the house....
I supposed to shout,"Horrayyyy...."
Instead, my heart melted seeing her condition, I felt sorry for her *sigh* So I called back home from the office,"Nik, mbok ya sing sabar....sayang kan tinggal 6 bulan lagi kamu kerja di sini...paling ibu saya masih sekitar 2 minggu atau 1 bulan lagi di sini, yah kamu sabar ajah..."
Like real huh? I don't even know when will my parents go back to Jakarta, but out of pity, I just made up some stories for her wakakakkakaka....
But let me clarify one thing, I don't regret for the decision I've made, to let her stay, anyway we're all human, no matter how many mistakes she has made (inclusive she damaged my new Arsenal's jersey *sigh*), my motto that was taught by my partner in crime "Mbok ya sing sabar, sing Kuoso sing mbales...."

Chinese New Year

I asked my parents to invite my partner in crime for the reunion dinner, and of course my parents were very happy to have additional guest, as we always hold the principle "the more the merrier". Even my mom still asked me whether I have any other friend to invite some more *weleh*
A few days before that, I'd informed her about the reunion dinner, and she was so excited...every day she sms-ed me counting down the day *sigh* and I passed her the voucher from Lee Hwa, as my point expiring, and they converted my points to voucher, meanwhile, I'm not a jewellery person (yupe, you must be asking I'm not jewellery person, but yet I had points inside my membership, rite? Coz usually I bought jewelleries for a gift to my mom, or relatives lah...want to receive a gift also? be my relatives lah ...wakakkakaka...*promote*), so she alos sms-ed me saying that she bought some jewelleries for Chinese New Year, she couldn't wait to wear them *sigh*
I'm the one who celebrates CNY but not as excited as her....
Anyway, that nite she came, and we ate, turned on Channel U, they were showing Super Star Live, and she was surprised why those superstar sang out of tune, as we ate, everytime they sang out of tune, we saw each other and burtst into laughter...*jail*
After dinner, we enjoy a few drinks, as usual Choya lah...actually wanted to open wine, but my parents don't drink, I didn't want to get drunk as well, coz we were planning to see fireworks in Chinatown...
Finished dinner, dragged my mom and my dad to play UNO, but only my mom willing to join, and she lost, after that she went on strike she said that we cheated on her *sigh* So we just did channel surfing as usual, waited till 11.20 pm to go to China town.
Supposedly we went with my parents, but my dad didn't want to go, so....we still went ahead...the fireworks was so dissapointing, and it was so anti klimax, there were no spirit of Chinese New Year at all, like everybody didn't wish each other happy new year, like what people did in Sydney, so dissapointing...even my partner in crime said,"Huh? Cuma kaya gini nih?"
I said,"Well, what you expect, it's Singapore...wakakkaka...at least you still have me by your side *mulai ngegombal*"
So I sent her home, and realised that there were a bigger firework at River Hongbao, which I'd forgotten about it *regret*
Anyway after the count down, suddenly I felt very sad, empty and lonely....Another year passed by, getting older, and have to face more challenges all by my self, nobody can help, and this time I can't run away anymore....
Back to life...back to reality... *nyanyi*

One Night in Jakarta

It's going to be long posting, so I divide into several parts, just in case if you would like to do installment on reading *senyum manis*
Konser 3 Diva
It was a really bloody damn good concert, I can't describe how good they are in singing all the songs, talked to the audience, etc..etc...but yet what I can say is Mama Ruth (that's how KD called her) is still as sweet as before, Ibu Titi (that's how KD called her also)is still funky and energetic, the voice become more solid, and Mbak Kridayanti is still vain and pretty...wow keren ajah deh...till now I'm still in the state of half believed that I've gone to their concert *ngelamun*
If only I knew the concert was so bloody great, I'd should have bought ticket for that 2 concert, I wouldn't mind though *nyengir*
They also featuring 3 young singer, Audi, Andhin and Shanti..which of course you can't compare the quality with those 3 divas lah ya.....
The music was conducted by Erwin Gutawa and all crews, he is still as cool, and also Jay Subiakto, still gondrong....
Oustide the Concert Hall
When I arrived, it was a little bit traffic jam, but not so bad, a long side Jalan Asia Afrika a lot of calo (=middle man) offering concert's ticket, which I don't know real or fake. The queue to go in was suprisingly very long, luckily the VIP door not so bad. A lot of calo (=middle man) asking me if I had spare ticket to sell, then they will sell again to other desperate people who doesn't have ticket *sigh*
Hard Rock Cafe
My compatriots picked me up from the concert hall to have dinner, we decided to go to Hard Rock Cafe, considering I was staying in Grand Hyatt and I have something to pass to them, while on the other hand I need life music (in Singapore nobody can sing as good as our own singer, even the band in Plaza Ex is still much more better than the club singer in Singapore *sigh*), also my compatriots might be tired from work and had to go to work the next day....Actually my partner in crime (no she didn't come to Jakarta) suggested to go to F Bar, just next to Hard Rock Cafe, but considering my Uni best friend would join us afterwards, and her husband to be doesn't like "Dugem", so decided Hard Rock lah...
One of my compatriot was having a birthday last week, as a funds manager, I decided to give her a birthday surprise, I told the Hard Rock Cafe staffs that my friend having a birthday, so she was dragged to the stage, and dipped her face into the ice cream...wow...cruel huh? wakakakkaka.....
Seeing that, I think those 2 brides to be, getting worried about what they're going to get for their hen party, when I'm in charge *devil smile* wakakkaka...Especially my uni's best friend's husband to be (wow so long ya? wkakakak), I don't think he would allow me to bring my friend for hen party holiday *yakin*
Now that I realised something, birthday prank always associated with Hard Rock Cafe ya? *ngelirik Agnes* wakakkak...so next time, if I asked you to go to Hard Rock Cafe, you'd better watch out...eh anyway will i get endorsement from Hard Rock or not ya? *again*
Torn Between 2 Lovers
It's always hard for me to decide who to meet during my visit to Jakarta, as my compatriots and my best friend are not really compatible, so some of the time I tried my best to arrange my time between 2 of them, or sometimes to the extend I only informing one of them *blush*
But yesterday time was so precious and I have to meet all of them, so no choice put them together in Hard Rock Cafe, meanwhile I tried very hard to switch myself between them, while the music was so loud *sigh*
Food
I had my lunch on Thursday @ Bakerz Inn Plaza Ex, as everybody told me the oxtail soup is very delicious, so I had that one. Too excited with the food, I forgot to take photo first before I ate, so the result, you could see the rice had been eaten a bit *blush*
While for Friday lunch which I had with full set of compatriots (it's friday, they could have a reason to eat out), first they offered me whether I wanted to eat Thai, Japanese or Chinese, then I said,"Indonesian please"
So we ate @ Plangi, Wroeng Podjok, wow....very bloody yummy, I also had Jamu Kunyit Asem, but the taste of course different lah from the Jamu Bakul..but tak ada rotan akarpun jadi kannnn
My New Look
Most of you in Singapore have seen my transgression from long hair to short hair, but it's a new look for my friends in Jakarta, the last time they saw me, I was still with long hair.
But I used to have a short hair when I was still in Jakarta, anyway actually I'm trying to keep my hair long again, but all of them said I look much more better with short hair, so I think I'll keep my hair short lah ya....gimane penonton? *buru2 pake helm*
Jakarta
I'm impressed with all the building progress in Jakarta, it was only around middle of last year I went back, but the difference is a lot *shocked* I've never expected the expansion of the Hotel Indonesia is going to be that huge *surprised* and next to Aston, Kebon Kacang, they're building a tall building again, then a lot lah here and everywhere...I was deeply surprised...but yet happy...finally we're moving forward again, even though the busway made the traffic became worse *sigh*
The other positive things that I saw, that all the shopping malls that I'd visited, all dress up for Chinese New Year, even the information counter staff wearing the chinese outfit, the things that I'd never seen when I was still staying in Jakarta a few years back, I feel very happy about it. Even when I was in Sogo Supermarket, they were playing chinese songs *surprised* So I was confused, I thought I was in Singapore but why all the staff can speak Indonesian ya? *dongo* Then I realised I was not day dreaming lah, I was really in Jakarta *blush*
Last but not Least
2 days 1 nite in Jakarta would never be enough, so many things to do, so many people to meet, so many things to eat, so many celebrity gossips program to watch....but over all I'm very satisfied with my trip, but felt not enough (nah...loh...bingung kan? wakkakakak), I was telling my friends, it was just like eating 3 piece of kuaci (=melon seeds) *sakauwwww boooo*
Actually I've made a very well planned schedule before I left Singapore, but anyway, it was all messed up, even I didn't have time to go to the hotel gym or swim, no need to say whether I have time to go to the spa some more *sad*
So for those who celebrates Chinese New YearI would like to wish you
A very Happy Chinese New Year,
Xing Nien Guai Le
Gong Xi Fa Cai, and
Hong Bao Na I Ge Lai *wakakakkakakkaka*
It will be to much if I asked you to send Hong Bao money, but let me ask you to tax you for your Hong Bao money lah ya...at least more polite *senyum manis*
For those who doesn't have a nice week end ajah deh....I know that it's going to be super duper long holiday in Indonesia, with Harpitnas on Monday...and if you would like to send me some Hong Bao also, I'll be very happy to receive wakakkakkakaka......

Konser 3 Diva

Finally, after a long decision making, and struggle, I proudly announce that I'm going to do the craziest thing in my live ever...
I'll be going to Jakarta only to see "Konser 3 Diva" which become the talk of the town. I'll be spending only 1 nite in Jakarta for the concert, what a waste of my free fiscal ya? But still have 3 more to go...no worries...don't be so kiasu lah *nyengir*
The long and winding process after I checked my schedule, that I can go to Jakarta, then I found out that the online ticket had been sold out, panicked, consulted my friend, and she said, try Ibu Dibyo. So I made IDD called they said still have, so I checked the ticket, yupe Sin-Jkt no problem, but Jkt-Sin no more seat available..
Every day I tried to check the website, until yesterday finally everything settled *lega*
Then the konser 3 Diva wanted to change to konser 4 diva, coz I'm going mah...but I said," I can't sing, coz I'll be too tired to perform 2 shows for tomorrow wakakakakka....besides, later on if I sing, then they become no longer famous how? wakakakkakakakkaka....

Renungan

A few days ago I read an article about Sharon Au (one of Singaporean actress, who decided to leave for studying in Japan on scholarship sponsored by TV station) life's story.
The article said, Sharon works very hard and always tries her best to make other people happy, because her childhood were so tough, and most of her friends pity her coz these things are not easy and not fair for her.
That article reminds me of my counsellor statement to me,"Flona, I see that in your life, you always try very hard to make other people happy, even though you have to sacrifice your own happiness in order to achieve that. Have you ever tought of making your self happy instead?"
Second question is,"You hide your feelings very well, you hardly show your anger to other people, and you swallow everything yourself, don't you feel it's very hard for you?"
It's a very difficult questions, I've never thought about it. I think what I do is normal, until she woke me up and I've just realised that I've grown up to learn that a lot of things can not be accepted by my parents, the only things that I can do is trying to be accepted by them, by doing things that they can accept. I can't show any negative feelings towards them, they only want to see in a very good condition both physically and emotionally. I know they love me and proud of me so much, but they only care to provide me with material than emotional well being. They work very hard which I know because they concern about my future. They only monitor me by physically being around them but don't ever know what's inside my heart and mind. They don't really guide me, but they apply "banana law" (remember ospek?), which:
Rule no one parents are always right.
Rule no two if parents do wrong, please refer to rule no one.
It's not an easy environment to grow up and not an easy things to do as well. Thanks God I grew up became like me now, didn't go to the wrong path, but then the impact is, I don't know what actually that I really want and a lot of bitterness inside me. I can't show my anger...I can't express negative feelings towards other people...I can't say "No" just simply because when I reject something then I'll hurt their feelings...When I make decision I will put a lot of consideration of other people around me, not only my parents but everybody (now you know, why Nunik still live happily inside my house *grinned*).
Lately I learned that my behaviour is not normal, no matter how much efforts you put to make other people happy, it will never be enough, and I have to try even harder to keep them happy. Worse still, some of the irresponsibble and heartless people try to use this opportunity towards me. I'm very exhausted now, but there's no way out...I play the game too deep to go out....
Still I don't blame my parents , but I have to thank them for providing me, for all the things that they've done made me become stronger and down to earth person. If I try to see the positive side, it's because of my weak heart, that make me in my position now, I always go extramiles for my clients, just because I can't say "No". The other positive is when I see the wall in front of me (especially when dealing with clients), I have to think of solution that make them happy instead of showing my anger towards them for their ridiculous requests.
Then on tuesday evening, while I was driving, I listened to 1 of the radio channel, which I forgot which one, they were discussing about happiness, and they asked 1 question that really made me think very hard,"Are you happy with your life? have you done something that you really want in your life?"
Again, that question really ring my bell, but the problem is "what do I really want in my life?"
I've forgotten about my self, especially my feelings so long time ago, I'm very numb now... until I don't even care (can't think of to be exact) what I do really want to be and to get for my life *sigh*

Eeeekkkkk (again)

After class last nite, I was waiting for my dinner to come, felt quite hungry, may be because the quiz was over, so my appetite came back.
Suddenly my phone ring, it was from my mom, she said,"Lu masih ada gitar gak di Jakarta"
I smelled something fishy going on here,"Kayanya sih ada, kenapa Ma?"
My mom,"Oh itu si Silvy (my cousin) mau minta gitar lu. Itu yang di rumah gitar dari Jakarta bukan?"
Me,"Bukan mah, itu bawa dari Sydney kok."
Mom,"Oh kalo gitu mah mustinya di Jakarta masih ada ya?"
Me,"Mustinya sih iya, loh bukannya Silvy waktu itu bilang dia mau les biola? Kok tiba2 jadi ganti les gitar?"
Mom,"Oh gak kayanya sekolahan mau pake".
I'm very bloody sure my mom lied to me saying the school required her to have guitar, just because I told her that I thought she wanted to take violin lesson.
Yupe, I have a bad blood with my cousins from my mom sides, especially those in Jakarta, all of them are much younger than me, coz my Aunts and Uncle married quite late.
It's not me who started all of this, you know better what kind of human being I am as a friend, rite? So I will not treat somebody, especially my very own cousin badly.
Well, a lot of factors that can trigger this bad blood things:
1. My Grandma used to dot me very much, coz I'm the only grandchild until quite sometime, but even though my cousin came along afterwards, but it had never changed the amount of love and attention that my Grannie gave to me, I'm still the one.
2. As the eldest person around, I think their parents always use me as an example,"Why can't you do something like Cici? and Cici this....Cici that..bla..bla..bla..." (I feel very sorry for them for this one lah ya, especially seems that my life performance is quite good superficially, and I don't agree with this comparison for children, you have to know the yardstick for your own children, don't you?) But what can I do? I'm very well behave since young. I'm not naughty, even though after I grown up then tanduk gue mulai keluar dan buntut gue baru mulai numbuh *blush*
Okay come back to this Silvy, before hand I didn't have any suspicion towards her, my conscience always clear towards everybody, but I can't remember much how I interact with her when I was still in Jakarta, because our age gap is very far, she's still in her 3rd year of Junior High.
I only remember when she was still a very small girl, everytime she came to my house she always sticked to the baby sitter, I tried to create conversation, she didn't want to answer, so I tought she was shy towards me, I gave her my stuff toys, she didn't even want to touch, so most of the time (but she seldom came lah) I just left her with her baby sitter.
Then I moved to Sydney, everytime I went back for holiday, she always like to drag the mother to meet me, I tought it's just teenager, you know they like to be close to someone old than them, and make me her idol.
My auntie told me also, she doesn't have friends in school, so I assumed may be she's not exposed to what teenager should do, I bought her some Indonesian teen magazine (Gadis) for her to be updated, then I talked to her like I talk to my own friend.
But everytime I asked her question she always answered by I don't know. Then in return she asked me moron question like,"Ci, kenapa sih cici sekolah di Australia?"
I don't know what to answer,"Mmm soalnya Australia kan deket, lagian papa bilang jangan pergi jauh2".
She,"Kenapa cici gak ke UK ajah?"
Me,"Hah? UK kan mahal, lagian jauh."
She,"Loh kan Poundsterling itu mata uang paling mahal di dunia, mustinya sekolah di UK juga paling bagus di dunia donk?"
Wah gue mulai gondok nih..."Cici gak gitu familiar sama Uni di UK, lagian gag tau mana yang bagus, lagia mahal ajah."
She,"Kan udah dibilang poundsterling paling mahal, pasti semua sekolah bagus dong?"
I started to vomit blood,"Ahh mahal, gak mampu bayarnya nanti".
She still try to force her way,"Loh kan papa cici kaya, papanya cici bisa bayarin deh..."
I vomit blood until running out of blood,"Yang kaya kan papa cici, bukan cici...jadi cici gak punya hak buat menghamburkan duitnya papa buat hal2 yang gak penting donk."
Still she said,"Kalo Silvy sih, kalo gak ke UK, Silvy gak mau sekolah di luar negeri". *gubraksss*
Oh ... My ...God, is it really there is moral degradation for younger generation or it's only her that misbehave? *gubraks*
The stories continues, she really have desire that she has to perform much better than me...which fine for me, good for her future, but please do it in the positive way.
She takes English tuition, but for the NEM (PSLE result), her English is only 6, then the parents questioned her, why she only got 6 while she's having additional English lesson, she simply answered,"Abis di tempat les banyakan mainnya sih". *gubraksss*
Which I countred,"Main itu kan belajar juga, either vocabulary or grammar."
She knew that I joined LIA before, she kept on pestering me what level were I in when I started join LIA, which I couldn't remember, but she's still not satisfied with my answer....but now LIA open a program for secondary student, so she die die have to register, but when doing placement test, I heard that she only got low result, so she was on strike didn't want to join LIA.
In returns she forced her way to join EF instead, which in my opinion it's only waste of money, and I heard she even took TOEFL test, I don't understand what's she's trying to prove, as the results is only 200 *gubraks lagi*
she asked me why I take guitar lessson, not piano? Which I answered with I couldn't afford to buy piano, and be realistic, it's quite hard to learn piano when you've grown up. Then suddenly she started to say she wanted to learn violin, just simply because not many people don't know how to play violin, plus violin is expensive *gubraks lagi*
The last question that I asked her since she's very eager to outperform me,"Syl, kamu kan dah kelas 3 nih, ntar sma mo masuk mana?"
She,"K Yusuf lagi lah.."
I'm very itchy,"Gak mau masuk SMAK 1 ajah kaya cici?"
She,"Wah mana bisa....kayanya hasil sekolah saya gak bakalan bisa buat masuk SMAK 1 deh.."
At least this one her answer is still realistic enough..wakakakkaka...
Then after last nite phone conversation with my mom suddenly I lost my appetite *sigh*

Eeeeeekkkkkkkk

I'd just finished my bath this morning, suddenly my mobile phone rang.
I'd never expected that call was from that 2 head snake.....eeeekkkkk....I tot from somebody else in that company, regarding some other jobs.
Once I hear her voice, I could smell trouble *oh no*
True enough, she asked me a question regarding that idiot project, that I have no power to reject, because some internal reason which link one to another....
I've finished part 1 of the project, which I'd asked so many time before I started doing it, to double confirm what result that she wants me to deliver...
I've never been so loh-so (=long winded) in my life before, but dealing with 2 head snake, made me realised I need to do so in order to cover my butt...
But yet, the call this morning, she still asking me why I gave her those 2 bloody files, which she asked me what's those 2 files all about...then when I tried to explain she still asked me," I can't understand what you're talking about, just answer me what is the 2 files you sent to me for?"
Wah lau eh....she pretended to be stupid or she's worse than a moron? I've already tried to explain with a very simple, plain and easy to understand answer, but yet she still asking me that idiot question *sigh*
I have no choice but told her,"You remember before we started I've already asked you so many times about what the result that you want? You told me that just gave you 2 files that consist of X and Y? Then I don't know how many time I double confirm with you regarding your answer? Nah these are the 2 files (wanted to say these are the 2 bloody files) that you told me to do!"
After hearing my statement, she kept quite, coz she knew she had nothing else to say... $@@%^&^$%$#%^&
Then she said,"Then how am I supposed to do with these 2 files?"
I answered,"I don't know, I only delivered what you asked me to do"
She answered with a weak voice,"Ok lor, I'll try to see what I can do about it.."
Inside my heart,"What the f*ck? It's your problem, not mine, pay peanut, get monkey lah! Besides who do you think you are? Please go and stand in front of the mirror and put another mirror behind you as well, don't you think your face and your b*acks*d* looks very similar?"
I don't want to offer her for extra miles, just as simple as because she is 2 head snake, if it's other people I'll be happily said,"Oklah, no worries let me help you to do magic.."
She even simply didn't want to discuss the whole project and asked my opinion about the result that she needs, and I know very well, dealing with her no need to be so nice, giving an advice without being asked, she will not appreaciate the things that you do extra for her, so what for I do that for her?
Bloody snake, make my blood boil, even until now, I still look like "cacing kepanasan" walking up and down, going around, in and out of the office.
I've never been so angry and agitated in my life before, I can feel the heat from whole of my body, the worse is my head *sigh*
Just now I felt like taking taxi to the office, because I would speed when I'm angry, but I tried to calm my self down before I started the engine, putting my fave cd, and singing along together, deep breathing, but still couldn't work *sigh*
I only tried to remind my self,"C'mon flo, this is Singapore, Speeding is an offence, don't let you appear in the newspaper because of speeding...it's not going to be funny..."
Thinking of doing detour to Tuas then cool off in Raffles Marina, but cancelled, remembering as long as I'm still on the steering wheel, the chance of speeding still there *blush*
And tonite I'm going to have an exam, if I did bad , you know lah the cause *nyari kambing hitam*

Edannnnn

Last week or the week bafore last week, I was flipping thru the TV channel (yeah this is my hobby, channel surfing *grinned*, unless my dad is sitting next to me, I'll not dare to do that *takut*, otherwise I like to channel surf *muka jail*), then I was stuck on channel 8, 9 pm week days (eh will I get endorsement or not by promoting them? wakkakakkka..), Love Concierge..
In that episode they are on their wedding day, doing photo shoot, but then when it was time to take 1 last photograph, then the husband fleed back to the office, coz he said,"Job is more important than anything..." then left everybody stunned...
Remember about 2 of my best friends are goin' to get married, while I was worrying about the timing might clash to each other, as both are equally important to me, one is best friend from uni, going to get married in Jakarta while the other one is high school best friend, going to get married in Bali? At the end the wedding date is only 1 week apart *lega*
Nah yesterday afternoon suddenly I received sms from my high school best friend, saying,"S wedding is on what date?"
Being quite sometime haven't got chance to talk to her live (she becomes bloody workaholic now, much worse than me *nyengir*), so I grabbed the phone and dial her number, and we talked.
I found out that she has to attend a sales conference in France on 11 to 17 of June *shocked*, while her wedding is on the 18. She said this conference is very important for her, can't be missed, die die she has to attend *gubraks*
I said,"Lo gila, everything has already been fixed,now here you are with a bloody sales conference?"
She said,"If i missed this, it's going to be a chaotic for my company.."
I nearly fainted hearing that news....I tought such thing only happened in th drama, like the love concierge above, and only done by a man, but this is very real..done by my own best friend? My very own friend who you walked back from school with, every day for 3 years? The friend that you share most of your life's stories with even though she was in Canada and I was in Jakarta, and later moved to Sydney but still continued called each other?
She's crazy or what? But 1 thing that really touches me a lot is she asked me first before she make any changes on her wedding date, coz she knew that my other best friend is going to get married somewhere near her wedding date *terharu*
But....did she consult her husband to be and her dad before she called me? *worry*
Anyway she is unstoppable girl, nothing can stop her from doing the thing she wants....
Lastly, middle of the nite I received her sms,"Suk, please don't make any reservation for your Bali flight, I'm still trying very hard to get other date".
Gubrakssss........

Nunik...The Story Continues...

On Saturday evening, I arrived at home to find Nunik is doing her chores, handwashing my clothes in the bathroom *apa siyyy..*
what was she trying to prove huh? Cari muka? In her working history, she always does the washing in the morning, so it really makes me more disgusted towards her..
Some more she still dare to talk to me,"Mmm anu ma'am, jadi bhnya ma'am semuanya kekecilan?"
Duh...apa sihhh....udah deh gag usah dibahas.., inside my heart,"Kalo kekecilan semua, sekarang gue pake apa donk? mangkok dipakein tali rafia apeeee?" *sebel*
I just lazily said,"Ho'oh"
From then onwards I just tried to erase her existence in my house lah, I turned her to invisible mode, even though she's around *sigh*
Oh ya, yesterday suddenly my mom told me,"Eh koq si nunik 2 hari belakangan ini kerjanya jadi tambah rapi dan rajin ya?"
Owwwww...she scared to be sent back home ar....
If only my mom knew what was happening, it's going to be bigger than nuclear war, but Nunik still lucky having me as the employer, I'm not that type of person who can easily blurted out all her misbehaviours though, coz I still don't know what is my heart made from..*urut dada*
Then suddenly I have a bright idea, remember my posting a few days ago about the "3 diva Concerts"?
It's going to be killing 2 birds in 1 stone, just tell my parents I need to send her back to Indonesia for good, meanwhile I go for my concert on flight X, and I bought her a one way ticket by flight Y *muka jail*

Hmmmm

I've been struggling whether to post this story or not, soalnya agak2 vulgar...sampe kejadian tadi pagi, weleh..gue dah gak tahan deh..jadi gue post..sori yaks agak vulgar...
Beberapa minggu belakangan gue berasa koq bh gue makin kecil yah? *gubraks*
Dan gue berpikir," Masa sih....." *isi sendiri deh yaa...*
Tapi mana mungkin...lah wong berat badan turun koq...trus gue curiga donk, jangan2 Nunik nyuci pake mesin cuci, trus minggu lalu gue nanya,"Nik, kamu nyuci bh saya pake mesin cuci?"
Nunik,"Gak ma'am, saya cuci pake tangan, emang kenapa?"
Jreng...die nyuci pake tangan? bearti..... *gubraks*
Gue masih gak puas ,"Kok jadi sempit sih?
Nunik,"Loh gak tau yah ma'am, saya cuci pake tangan koq.."
Mustinye die jawab gini kali ye,"Ma'am tambah gede kali?" wakakkakaka.....
Trus tadi pagi nih, gue berasa eh koq tambah sempit lagi sih...trusan gue ngeliat permukaannya agak2 rusak geto...dan kayak ada partikel2 kecil nempel, yang gue yakin itu dari celana pendek guwe, trus gue penasaran gue nanya lagi deh,"Nik, kamu nyuci bh saya pake mesin cuci ya?"
Her,"Gak, ma'am saya cuci pake tangan kok..emang kenapa?"
Gue,"Koq jadi tambah kecil sih? Lagian koq jadi bersemot, trus ada kaya bintik2 dari celana pendek saya?"
Her,"Gak ma'am saya cuci pake tangan...sumpah deh..."
Gue,"Gak mungkin lah.."
Her,"Emang yang mana ma'am?"
Weleh udah mulai ngelunjak nih.."Yang model kaya sekarang saya taruh di tempat cucian.."
Her,"bener loh ma'am saya cuci pake tangan..."
Nah sodara sodari...die pake acara sumpah segala euy....serius banged gak siy?
Apa gue cut short ajah yah by hmmm 6 months masa kerjanya? Gue dah capek deh ama yang model ginian....gue gak pernah nuduh orang sampe segini seriusnya seumur hidup gue...kan gue orangnya gak enak ati-an kalo soal nuduh menuduh mah, walopun tuh orang salah...
Seberapa panjangnya sabar gue sih pasti ada batasnya dehhhhh....

War of the Century (Nunik vs My Mom)

I think tis is the most wanted stories from my blog *pe de*
I've never told my mom about all Nunik minus attitude that I've encoutered so far, because of:
1. I want to compare my judgement and other people judgement about her
2. I don't want to create negative impression from my mom towards Nunik, before everything get started.
Now I got a headache from war of the century, Nunik try to play politic by using my words against my mom command, she always quote,"Ma'am yang nyuruh saya begitu kok" and sometimes when my mom told her to use the household equipment because it's very expensive, then the next day nunik will check with me,"Ma'am anu itu harganya berapa ya?" when I told her the price, she will said,"Kata ibu ma'am kok bla..bla..bla.."
Yeah my mom inflate the price to high..wakakkakakkaa....
Arrrrghhhhhhh..... stupid maid, doesn't she understand, when my mom come over, means that she has to listen to my mom? Or should I tell her direct," Eh dengerin kata ibu, jangan membantah?"
Or she can't wait to go home till August that's why she acts like that *sigh*
No need to tell the detail of everything lah ya...but in conclusion, what I do feel about Nunik match with my mom's list, but I dare not tell my mom,"Kok sama yah ma?". YEah, she's the great pretender....(Elvis Presley donks? wakkakakakka...), agak kurang ajar (she dares to ask other maid," Kamu dari Indonesia ya?" while accompanying my mom to the market, and asks unnecessary things that a maid shouldn't ask to the employer)...dan lihai....
Just because I've already learned to accept her as what she is, and love her with my heart and soul *hoeekkkk*, and not to complaint about her behaviours anymore, coz I don't have a heart to fire her anyway...
Udah kayak telenovela dehhhh ......duhhh pusinggggg....
Happy week end yah everyone....

Kaderisasi

Last school holiday, my god sista, was helping me in the office...
How she became my god sista? it was started by working part time in my place during school holiday, and from so many part timers that I have, she's the one with a very good attitude, quite kiasi (read = perfectionist) towards work , just like me...*smile*
So I decided to make her my little sista, she's quite cute though...
Go back to the original story...as now I play with my partner in crime most of the time, so my little sista also play with her...so you can imagine 17 years old innocent girl, play with 2 trisakti graduates and one of the is me *blush*, meanwhile the other one is more hips...wakakakkakakkaka....
She startsto end her sentences with "ya" as what usually indonesian does..wakakakka...and talks with Indonesian English tone, learn all the slangs...*sigh*
And now she's back to school, hopefully she doesn't have problems with her English..wakakkakaka....
Eh this morning I received sms from my friend, saying,"Eh ada konser 3 diva loh tgl 26 Jan, TT Dj, Kridayanti dan Ruth"
Jreng....suddenly I really want to go back and watch, but then it's on Thursday, and I only can spend 1 nite there as it's going to be Chinese New Year....rugi atuhh...*kiasu*
If I went back, means I only have 3 more free fiscals to spend, where I still have 2 weddings to attend and 2 hen parties to arrange *sigh*
I also don't know how to tell my parents...they're going to slaughter me for sure if they know I go back only to watch the concert *sigh*
Any ideas?
Meanwhile...the thinking process still continues...

Partner in Crime

Finally...she's back *yipeeee*
Last nite met up with her, spent a few hours with her, made my world become colourful again....With her I laugh until I got stomach ache, even till now my stomach still sore because of the laugh
Hopefully she'll stay long in Singapore *pray*
She looks more pretty and glowing *envy*
So I also need a break to Jakarta I guess *nyengir*
I need to arrange 2 hen parties before June though *nyari alesan*
So I must be back at least once or twice *alesannya tambah kuat*

Can Not Tahan

It's been quite sometime I haven't been disappeared from Singapore *sad*, let me count, my last dissapearance was on August last year, 5 months in Singapore wow...*sigh*
I think I can not tahan already, meanwhile this Harpitnas and Chinese New Year doesn't seems to be able to go anywhere as well, I've tried hinting to my parents though to go holiday together, but they said they don't want to go anywhere *sigh*
Meanwhile, my partner in crime (read:khaki) is in Jakarta, visiting her husband, since 3 weeks ago, made me become more bored *sigh*...but at least we still keep in touch whether by phone or sms....just reading her sms, could make me burst into laughter...so you should be able to imagine if you meet her in person *grinned*
But she should be back today *horaaayy*
Anyway, I've told my self, please persevere lah for a few more months, but when I check the calendar, the next public holiday after Chinese New Year will be on April *gulps*
Alamak, can I tahan until so long? All works no play made me a dull girl *worried*
Happy Idul Adha yah for youe who celebrates....mbok ya kirim2 daging kambingnya (eh dimasak loh ya, bukan mentah...kalo mentah mah di sini juga buanyak...) ke sini...

Tough Friday

Most people would say TGIF, but yet yesterday was a tough day for me *sigh*
Started with morning meeting with that two face snake, my day became very dark.
It's hard to deal with small fly who just got a bit of power...it made her become very demanding and bossy *deep sigh*
During the meeting I kept on telling my self to cool down, just see her as a stack of money who's talking to me (remember the Disney cartoon? Nah I tried to imagine that). Anyway I only do this in the name of money lah....
Then I tried to cool down by going to Yoga Class, to find ut that the usual Yoga instructor had been replaced with another instructor, that made the class became a military training instead of Yoga *sigh*
Until now my whole body still in pain, especially when I move around...
Afternoon still had to deal with new supplier, that always said can be done, but when the actual things came, then he said can not....
What a tough day...
Anyway Happy week end everyone, hope you'll enjoy your week end lah ya *muachhhhh*

School

A few days ago I had a meeting with 1 of the polytechnic in Singapore, talking about some projects.
When I was there, I saw a lot of student scattered around the campus, then I felt so peaceful, and I really longed for becoming a student again.
But afer seeing them seating on the bench, and doing their homework, suddenly a bell rang inside my mind, and I changed my thought," become a student again? thanks lah ya, but not thanks.."
And I'd been wondering how could I spend so much time for going to school before, let me count:
- play group 1 year,
- kindergarden 2 years,
- primary school 6 years,
- secondary 3 years,
- senior high 3 years,
- university 4 years,
- postgrad 2 years.
Total 21 years in school? oh my God... not again.....
I supposed to become an Industrial Engineer or a fund manager, as I was specialised in funds management study for my master degree, but yet, look at me now, I'm a fun manager, yupe I manage fun *grin*
The moral of story, the longer time you spent your life in school, the more fun you;re going to be *gak nyambung*
Doesn't it sound pretty encouraging for those who are lazy to study? *wicked smile*

In Memoriam

Today I would like to dedicate this posting to my friend, whom I only communicated with smile, without words, but often went to the movies together.
It's been 2 years since we'd received the shocked news of your death.
Still clear in my mind, watching you practising your skill in flaring together with Cumi, so much noise that both you made till your neighbour went crazy.
Bought the Ferrero Rocher together and wrote a sorry card, put at her door.
Waiting for her to pick up the card and chocolates, but yet after 3 days it was still there, so we decided to eat the chocolates ourselves....
I've already forgotten what's the taste of midori after you're gone, but yet you'll always live in our heart....
Mike where ever you are now, we miss you very much....
Rest in peace my friend..

New Year's Resolution

This year is the most difficult year in my life, and yet next year is going to be more difficult for me.
I've never made any new year's resolution before in my life, but I really do feel the urgency in making one for year 2006.

However, I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me—the task of testifying to the gospel of God's grace.
Acts 20:24

Happy New Year to all of you, wish you all the best for the coming year *hugs*

Last day

Today is the last day that I'm going to see my office girl, coz tomorrow is going to be her last day, and I don't want to see the drama...I'll be on leave tomorrow *grin*
Bu quan wo de shi (=not my business)
Somebody has to pas the termination letter....all the best to her lah ya...
Meanwhile I'm having a heavy heart to sign her last paycheck.....

Gokil

For where two or three Indonesians are gathered together there will be a nuisance created for sure *evil smile*
Yupe, there were 8 of us in total, which each and everyone has a very angelic look, especially when we saw the photo that we took last nite...
But then when the real us come out, Oh My God...we are hilarious....
May be the next time the restaurant see any of us, we will be banned from the restaurant *innocent look*
The result of last nite gathering, I got stomach ache and sore throat because of the laughs *sigh*

Tired

First of all Merry Christmas once again to all of you, sorry if I didn't left any messages in your blog, coz I use Mac at home, and still "gaptek" towards it...when I tried to leave a message in the shoutbox there is "Cookies Deactivated" message appears *sigh* So couldn't leave any trace at all *blush*
These past few days I've been attending so many dinner, whether with business associate or with friends. It made me feel tired of eating *sigh*
Started from Christmas day dinner, I invited friends and suppliers for dinner in my place, and suddenly my friend said to me,"Hey Flo, you look very tired of eating..."
I was so surprised,"Hey how you know ar?"
He said,"Yah lah you look bored leh.."
Then I laughed...yupe I've been tired of eating, that's why I've tried my best to eat light lunch, like instant noodle for lunch...(kayak nasib anak kost hehhehe....)
This week is going to be another tough week, as this morning I tought,"Thank God today can avoid heavy dinner" then suddenly I received sms from my friend that come from Sydney,"Hey flo, how about we're having dinner tonite?
Oh My God...Please deh ah....meanwhile the dinner invitation continues *sigh*

Gubraksssss

Remember my neighbour in the office, who likes to imitate my dressing?
A few months back when I wore my gym attire because I went to the gym after work, then she stared to wear sporty attire also, and until the extend buying the treadmill and bicycle, to put in her office...May be at that time she tought that I have treadmill inside my office as well kali yaaa *jijix*
Nah after such a long time haven't met with the auntie (most of the time I only see the husband)...jrengggg....this morning finally I met her...
She lost a lot of weight...and cut her hair exactly like me and the most disgusting thing is....alamak...her dressing code now jeans and t-shirt, just like me *gubraks* the only difference is her one is bling2 t-shirt *muntah* and a very tight jeans...*muntah muntah*
Starting from tomorrow I'll change my dresscode, I'll wear spaghetti straps and plunging low cut v-necks ahhhhhhhh.... wanna see how she's going to imitate me *evil smile*
Merry Christmas for those who celebrate, hope you'll have a wonderful Christmas whereever you are and who ever you are with lah ya.. and Have a nice week end all *tight hugs*

Competitor

Remember about my reason for taking voice class? Yupe you're rite, coz I wanna be the next Singapore Idol *evil smile*
FYI the next Singapore Idol intake will be on Feb next year *panick mode on*
Anyway as the time getting nearer I have found a few competitor, as I saw a few times in Orchard, in front of Paragon to be exact, this gal singing confidently with a minus one *sigh* but the voice is really unstable...sometimes can be up..next one down...*sigh* I think she can kill me softly with her song if I have to wait long enough for the traffic light to cross that junction *sigh*
Another competitor is in Clementi,I found him last week when I checked my mailbox, right at the hawker center behind my previous flat, at Clementi Ave 2, he sets up a keyboard, and a list of songs, and you can request a song from him..the voice really good, and the skills of the piano also good....so all the best for that uncle lah ya...
Meanwhile...I think I'll send Nunik down to queue for me if I joined Singapore Idol...so please ya vote for me *muka badak* wakakakakakaa.....

Who Has The Last Laugh?

Yesterday I was having a meeting with my client talking about the urgent project that we need to do, and my client asked me whether I'm going to go somewhere this coming Christmas Holiday, and I said no and I' ll be having a lot of works to finish as well.
She asked again whether our company open on Monday (which supposed to be a public holiday because Christmas will fall on Sunday), because she has some job to rush, and required us to do on Monday.
Of course I said no problem lah...*workaholic mode on*
Then this morning, the stupid printer (it's her vendor, which always try to undercut and do our business also) called me this morning said with a suprise tone,"Eh your company working on Monday meh?
I said,"Yeah, why?"
He,"It's a public holiday you know.."
Me,"Yeah, but we work leh..."
He,"You sure or not?"
Me,"Yeah very sure we work..."
He gave up,"Oh ok..."
wakakakakakkakakakkakakka biar mampus lo...
Want to fight full frontal with me? Who scared?
He hasn't known who I am, is it?

Branding

Since a few weeks back, my friend already told me to celebrate her birthday by having dinner together with her on last Saturday, but on Thursday suddenly she received sms from her cousin, saying that she would come to Singapore on Saturday.
So she told me that her cousin would join us for dinner, and she also warned me this cousin, is a very serious person, workaholic, very clever, very sharp, no non-sense and very hard to joke *sigh*
Since it was her birthday, I couldn't say no to her, besides I quite often dragged her a long to meet my other friends..anyway on that day, luckily I had forgotten all about her cousin, because I was too excited to meet her...but then when I as introduce to her cousin, suddenly I said oh no...how am I going to handle this situation.
I tried my best to keep reminding my self to behave nicely, by using "Saya" instead of "Gue" when I talked to her cousin..but when talking to her, I still use "Gue" lah of course *grinned* but then as the time passed by I couldn't hold my self anymore, so I started with a soft joke, which was getting hotter and hotter, and bingo....there it goes...she started to laugh at my jokes...*legaaaaa*
That situation reminds me of the conversation that I had with my best friend back in Jakarta a few months back, me and the birthday girl were in the same class with my best friend when we were still in Trisakti, but yet when I talked about the birthday girl(R) to my best friend (S) (oppss..complicated ya...), she always said,"Yeah I know R is very crazy, but lately when she met me, she was not that crazy anymore, not like you even though I'm not in the mood of joking, but you always persistent to launch your jokes towards me...
Well I answered with a simple sentence,"Because I'm trying my best to do branding mah...while R may be still trying to do positioning...I don't care about the response, my duty is only doing branding...that's how people loves to be around me..."
And she laughs....
For those who can't understand, it's a marketing strategy lesson....

Technology

Since I was still in Primary School, I always bring some reading materials whenever I have to do my nature call *blush* and when I got my first walk man, I add the my pleasure with some music *smile*
The habit continues, even though my parents always scold me everytime they caught me doing the things, but I've never given up *naughty smile* don't you think it's a waste of time doing nothing inside the toilet for that certain amount of time? *grinned*
When I was in Sydney, I liked to use my flatmate toilet, coz he always had some magazines ready inside his toilet, so when it's very very urgent...didn't have time to get something from my room, just rushed to his toilet *blush*
Then now, during the designing period of my house, I'd ever proposed to my designer to add some shelves for putting some books or magazine inside my toilet, but yet the designer said there were no good space for it, and it's not good aesthetically, besides it's not advisable, coz it could damage the book, as Singapore is very humid, then the steam after the bath will not go out easily.
So no choice I have to forgo the book shelves inside my bathroom *sigh*
But yet, since the technology has improved, now I can even surf the internet during nature call, wireless technology mah *grinned*
A few weeks back I bought my wireless headphone too, coz I like to turn on the radio in the morning to accompany me during breakfast, since my parents don't like my choice of music, so I bought the headphone lah...
Being a very curious creature, I also tried whether it can work inside my bathroom or not, and Eurekaaaaaaaa...it works man....so now I can choose internet with music or book with music...
Ahhh... technology...really makes life better....
Have a nice week end every one *hugs*

MTV Chinese

Last nite I was trying to wind my self down, so I tuned into channel 51, Chinese MTV. Thinking to brush up my Chinese as they were showing a variety show, quite crazy though. But yet the Chinese was soooo difficult, they spoke too fast for me to catch up, and you know MTV always use the slang language, so I just tried my best to pick up lah...
And the suddenly in the midst of commercial breaks, jrenggggg...they play 1 English music clip, I felt, eh familiar sounds ya...and it was Take That with "Back For Good".
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......somebody kill me puhhh...leaseeeeeee, an old wound opened, every second, my heart felt like been sliced slowly by a sharp knife, but yet I didn't change the channel *sigh*
Ahhh....woman...complicated *sigh*

Mid week Hangover

Yupe, I'm not kidding. I'm having tha hangover from last nite party *sigh*
It was Girard Perregaux Ferrari party, they're launching the new Girard Perregaux Ferrari watch, and this one is the last edition, there are 2 type, black and rose gold.
They only have 20 pieces of black and 3 pieces of rose gold in Singapore, so I don't need to tell you the price lah ya...you must be able to guess from there...
It was a very good party...good crowds...good drinks....good foods...good music, everything was good...
Perfect place for Material Girl who's looking for a big fish *grinned*
I couldn't remember how many drinks I'd finished, because they changed the cocktails to champagne then just kept on topping up the my glass *sigh*
Luckily the party ended not too late, I went home about 9 plus and was still sobber enough to go home.
Double lucky, when I arrived at home, nobody around, and saw how red was my face *sigh* I looked at the mirror, eh I saw my reflection looked like forever friend bear *nyengir*, rosy cheek, but after I finished my bath, I looked like cooked prawn *blush* very red...
Now I felt very stupid because of the hangover, just stared blankly at my works *sigh* I feel more drunk now than yesterday *sigh*
Moral of the story don't drink too much on weekdays....

PS:Sorry mate, my work loads is very terrible, so can't do blogwalking, but anyway thanks for your visit *smile*

BatGirl

Or Batwoman? Mmmm I think I choose batgirl lah, make me younger though *winks*
Yupe...I've become Batgirl, having many sleepless nite (Sleeples in Singapore) these past 2 weeks...because of the deep thought *sigh*
Can you imagine something like Walt Disney cartoon? There is 2 flona, one is white flona with a halo on top of the head and wings behind my back vs black or sometime red, with horns, and sharp tail. wakakkakkakka....
Well now have the dark circle around my eyes already *sigh*, should I call MTM? (the Hongkong based cosmetic company, always have slogan "Do you have panda eyes?" for their ads)wakakkaka....eh they will endorse me or not ar?

Singlish

Thanks for all your concern and support, meanwhile the deep thought still in progress *senyum manis*
Anyway, do you know that when you speak Singlish, besides the -lah, still have "ah" or some people may write it as "ar" but pronouce as "a" in the straight Indonesian pronounciation.
I'd just finished my phone call to the furniture company, asking whether my bar stool have been ready to be sent to my place or not.
I said,"Hello, I would like to ask you ar...are my bar stools ar...already come to your warehouse or not ar?
After I hung up (eh it's not madonna's new song ya *senyum jail*) the phone, then I realised, eh how come I spoke very good Singlish ar? wakakakkakak...
Suddenly I recalled my friend's story, she was my my class mate in Trisakti before, and now she is working in Singapore, after being transfered from Jakarta office to the regional office in Singapore.
When she was still working in jakarta, there was this Singaporean guy by the name of Sam, came to her office to become a replacement manager for a few months in Jakarta, so she was introduce by her boss to this guy.
When she was in her boss room, the boss called Sam in,"Eh Sam ar...come in..."
Then being polite she greeted Sam,"Oh hello, Sema (read with Indonesian pronounciation) how are you?"
Then everybody laughed at her, but she was confused and asked,"Is there anything wrong?"
Then the boss explained,"His name is Sam, not Sema..that's because I was speaking in Singlish..."
wakakakakakakkakakakka.....

Deep Thought

Is it easier to give up everything that you have in life or simply just give up your life?

Office Girl

For those who missed Nunik a lot, she's currently still in the old place, will move into new place today, so stay tune yaaaaa....There must be a lot of story, coz now the main actor and actress are my mom and my dad...
As the replacement of the soap opera, let me present the new series of my production, The Office Girl...Eh give applause donks...*nyengir*
Remember her? She's Malaysian, doesn't speak English, but yet until now, my Chinese hasn't improved and her English also no improvement either *sigh*
So as usual, CV speaks louder than action, where she boasts she used to:
* handle complaints,
* do accounts,
* makes delivery order,
but in reality:
* no phone manner (I've already told her how to answer the phone, but still...)
* always passes the wrong message (imagine, somebody called by the name of Ainah, then she told me Agnes..may be she tought German spelling kali yaaa? *sigh* I have to search high and low for the person by the name of Agnes, which is does not exist at all..)
* always day dreams during works ( mending guwe yah blogw alkin during works..wakkakakka)
* I told her to call me if she receives some deliveries, but most of the time she didn't do so
* A lots of complaints from my customer
Last week, when I signed her pay check, I felt very bad..as I thought this one is the one before the lastt pay check that she's going to receive *sigh*
Seeing her happy face when I handed out her check made me even worse *sigh*
I still don't know how to do the dirty job for me *nyengir*, I think I need to put my self on the cruise ship on the day she receive the terminations news *sigh*

Kal Ho Naa Ho

That's the title of the Indian movie I watched on Sunday nite, played by Shahrukh Khan, not that handsome though, I wonder why so many people crazy over him *bingung*
Actually I'm not a fan of Indian movie though, just because a lot of people, like Yvonne said I should try to watch, so I think no harm trying to watch, as it's not so long winded like the Korean Drama movie.
The story is about a girl by the name of Naina, her best friend, Rohit (man), which actually falls in love to her, but yet she falls in love to Aman (Shahrukh Khan), which has a heart failure, and dying. So Aman, tried to match make Naina nad Rohit.
It's quite a good movie, and a lot of tears (eh not me lah...), in there you can see how deep is Aman love to Naina, until he doesn't have a heart to be with Naina coz he's going to die anytime soon, so in replace he asked Rohit, to chase Naina, as he knows Rohit also loves Naina...
Just wondering if there is such love in the real life...

Drunken Master

Saturday, I was having some of clients who are quite close to our company, to come over to my place to have a Christmas party, my mom is the main chef, she did all the cooking, meanwhile I became a pastry chef (again), with the help of my God sista (again). I supposed to make Tiramisu for dessert, but then when it was ready, I realised ooppss..the invites are much more than my tiramisu, so I just hide inside the fridge lah *blush*
The party was quite messy but fun, well...it's a bit hard though, like not many people wiiling to merge into others or started the conversation by the time I introduced one another *sigh* It's easier to manage Indonesian inside the party, coz they will merge easily after been intoduced to each other....
Anyway...I was quite confused have to divide myself to so many people, but luckily the bell kept on ringing after a while, so I had to open the door, introduced new comers, and talked to them, so it was quite easy, just roughly repeated the same questions *lega*
I have some star guests for the nite, and I've prepared 2 bottles of Choya, since they said they like Choya very much. Since the first time they stepped into the house, he couldn't be separated from Choya's bottle..just like lovers wakakkakakka...
And then I lost count how many bottle of wine followed after that, until almost everybody had gone, then he started to said something quite rude, then everybody were so surprised, I thought he was joking, and everybody still tried to bend his sentences into joke...and then they didn't show any sign of leaving my house, meanwhile my parents had gone to sleep..so I decided to send them back home, then I realised they are really drunk, especially the Choya guy *sigh* When I dumped him downstairs of his block, he even couldn't stand properly anymore *sigh* Dunno whether he slept downstair or he managed to climbed up to his unit that nite...
Luckily I didn't drink much last nite, but I was very sleepy during the drive, but I wasn't drunk *lega lagih* Actually I was planning to drink that nite, as I'd asked my God sista to sleep in my place, so I don't need to send her home after the party, but I didn't have any chance to drink, what I drink was only a glass of choya, that I made after the crowds subsided, and I was not too sure what, as the drunken master kept on going back and forth to my wine cooler, to get himself a drink...then somebody passed me the drink and said,"Hey flo, wanna try this one? It's new bottle", so I just took a sip or two then returned the glass to the owner, now I got sore throat again from sharing drinks *sad*
And I slept very late on Saturday, mmm not Saturday, that one Sunday morning already, coz I chatted with my sista, till 3.30 am, and still got lunch appointment on Sunday *sigh*

My House Sneak Preview

Juicy Stories

This morning I had to attend breakfast party...usual lah it's my client's again..*sigh* Luckily I woke up quite early today (these past few days I come back to my old habit, wake up late, coz finally my dad can understand that I don't need to be early for my work for this line *lega*) and at that time I could hear, that (cute) neighbour leaving the house...and lemme clear...he's not cute, may be that time I just woke up, so my eyes had not functioned well enough *blush*
When I brushed my teeth, I nearly swallowed my tooth paste, because I heard a guy was singing I'll be home for Christmas, and suddenly he stopped, may be he knew that if he sang in the hdb bathroom, then the whole block could hear it...wakakkakka...
Talking about I'll be home for Christmas...last Tuesday during my voice class, my teacher said,"Hey it's Christmas, so why don't we sing Christmas song?"
I said,"Ummm okay..." I'm not too keen towards Christmas Song, too cheesy (got a lot of stories behind it also lah actually *blush*), unless the one that we sing in the church lah...
Then my teacher said,"Okay this week we sing I'll be Home for Christmas and Joy to the World".
OMG I hate I'll be home for Christmas, just simply because I've never been home for Christmas, and if I were home, then there is no Christmas *sad* yeah more or less something like that lah...
So in the brekkie party, I came late, coz I always have this thought in my mind,"even I came to the office I do not come this early, so why should I go so early?" *blush* Then arrived there, meet my client at the reception, and she said,"So are you going back to the office after this?"
Me,"Yeah, have to.."
She said,"So you'd better shop a lot, so that you can be more productive.."
Aiyoh...did she try to hint to me that I have to spend *sigh*
So I went in, and found out that the brekkie was provided by Coffee Beans, and then the manager quite cute *deep sigh* He was in charge of the drink, and I asked whether they served any tea, coz he was holding coffee, then he said to me I'd get it for you...Then he just left all the things behind to get me a cup of tea *surprise* and after that he kept on passing back and forth in fron of me, and gave his best smile to me *sigh*
Oh no, I'm on duty lah...I have to keep my proffesionalism donk, ya gag? Besides my ass is still in pain, and I'm wearing 3 cm heel, which made me feel like I'm in hell with my back pain and knee injury (well, the thing that keep me on is only the message from one of my fashion guru,"In order for you to be beautiful, you have to suffer, no pain no gain"), so I don't have any appetite to talk...so sorry couldn't entertain him lah, besides he also was on duty what....
And I moved to Takahsimaya to get the Rose Chan, then when I as queueing they played another I'll be Home for Christmas again, Oh no...somebody stabbed me to death pleaseee.....
Anyway back to the story track, the juicy stories..last Saturday, one of my Trisakti friend, who provides me with femina magazines, come with some magazines, then said,"eh Flon, di edisi ini ada B lagi loh..." she was flipping the magazine to show me RCTI ads inside the magazine, as B is one of the reporter, and he was our classmates as well...
Then my mom was very curious,"Siapa tuh B?"
My friend, with her wicked face started to make up more juicy story,"Oh tante gag tau ya? B ini dulu temen sekelas, kalo ujian duduknya deket Flona, dan cuma 2 semester di Trisakti, trus pindah ke Australi, makanya Flona juga ke Australi tuh Tante...Duh kok tante gag tau sih..."
Alamak...my face turn red, she sounded very convincing, until, everybody came towards her, to see B face, then I shouted,"Eh do you believe her? sure?"
After everybody saw her face, then everybody realised that she tried to fabricate stories only...
Then because of that, my Mom, started her non sense stories, by saying,"Eh kamu tau si A? tante nemu suratnya buat Flona loh, waktu tante lagi beres2in lemarinya Flona".
I was very surprised,"Hah? Mama nemu surat dari A? Emang dia pernah nulis surat ke saya? Koq saya gak tau?" then I started to imagine A's face *blush* yeah he was interested in me, but so far he never written anything at all, he used to know what time I used to arrive in class, and he would be patiently waitin' for me there, meanwhile me, when I'm approaching the class, I would be very careful enough, to check whether there is somebody else inside the class, if not, then I'd go somewhere else first, but if yes, then I would talk to somebody else to avoid him *sigh*
Continued with another story, my mom asked my friend again whether she knew about the mistery man who sent flower to my faculty's admin office on Valentine's Day or not *sigh* Yeah I knew who sent that flower, but I've never told my mom...you know it's so embarassing...I didn't have any class that day, then suddenly the Faculty admin called my mom, and asked her to pick up the flower bouquet for me *sigh*
And almost everybody knew that incident, so the next day, when I walked to the class, I was not dare to lift up my face....yeah that's me too famous...even in Sydney I was too famous as well, that's why I try to keep low profile here in Singapore....tired though *sigh*
But then, even though how low I'm trying to be, then suddenly my friend from Japan is in Singapore, while last nite I recceived another call from my friend from Jakarta, saying he's in town, whether I could met him for dinner, while tomorrow nite I have to conduct another party for my clients alamak....
Oh and the stories of my mom still continues, and I was not interested in hearing anymore...I just let her entertain my friends with her stories lah...wakakkakaka...
Have a bless week end everyone

Best of Friends

Dedicated for my dearest friend, together with the song loh....*senyum manis*
I miss you so much, I miss the time we spent together, waiting for the bus in the middle of winter nite, hoping that ehm ehm...will offer us a lift home? wakakakkaka...
Walking together in Parramatta Park...
Shopping together in Parramatta Mall...
Attending your boring class *alamak*

Manusia Berencana Tuhan Menentukan

Story One
Tuesday Evening, I received sms from unfamiliar number, it said,"I have given birth to a baby girl, 3.1 kg, 55 cm, her name is .... Tan."
I tried to think very hard,"Do I have a pregnant friend or is it wrong sms?"
But I still reply,"Congratulations, where are you?"
It replied,"649"
Hmmm...not even gave me the hospital name, only room number, made mo more frustated
Tried to squeeze my brain some more,"My Singaporean friends whose surname Tan either single or the wife is not pregnant". *sigh*
Squeezed more, my pregnant friend just gave birth 2 months back to a baby boy, then suddenly realised, oooouuwwww that Trisakti friend, which came to my place last Saturday, she was telling me that the doctor said she had to go for cesarean on Tuesday, as the baby head still not turning down, and the doctor need to go on holiday, but she and her husband still considering about it.
*sigh*
Finally I solved the mistery sms, yeah her stomach was not big at all, that's why it's really didn't hang onto my memory, besides the surname is Tan, I don't know her husband surname either *blush* Well, it's amazing you know, like they were trying to postpone the birth, but yet suddenly voila, the baby is out...so no matter how hard you try to plan, at the end God still play a part
So I went to see them yesterday evening, both baby and mother are in a very good condition, the baby so cute, rosy cheek, and so small *sigh*
Story Two
Yesterday nite I brought my parents for groceries shopping, and in the same time I needed to go back to the office, coz I forgot to put something for supplier upstairs (eh it's not because of I went to see a movie again lah..this time *blush*)
When I was upstairs near my supplier place, suddenly I realised I need to double check something again, so I came down to my office with my parents, then realised ooopss...my medicine lying there on my table, so I run and tried my best to hide my medicines *phew* But then my mom hands are always itchy, she likes to dig my things, when it's going near to the place where I just hide the medicine, then I said," Finish, let's go back".
Then my father suddenly asked me,"Papa ada tinggalin buku gak di sini waktu itu?"
I said,"Kayanya cuma kamus doang deh Pa."
Papa,"Coba liat itu di sebelah masih ada buku papa gak?"
I was in dilemma, if I went to the next room, then my mom found out about my medicine, bingo I will be a dead meat....then on the other hand my dad asked about his book, which I have to show respect to him by helping him to search in the next room *sigh*
But I chosed to go to the next room with my dad. When I tried to bend down, because of the panick moment, I hit my back with the corner of the table *bledug* then I shouted...it was very bloody painful....*sigh* but luckily because of that my mom attention was diverted to me *sigh* (I even don't know whether it should be lucky or unlucky to hit the table corner *blush*)
So last nite I couldn't sleep properly, it hurt very badly, especially when I change position during my sleep, now I do understand, why there is a phrase "Pain in the ass" because it's really painful...
*sigh* Actually I've planned for tomorrow schedule, I will go to Yoga class and continue with spa, but because of the pain, all is going to the drain *cry*

Simatupang

Yessss, I have new family name "Simatupang", it's not because I married to a Batak husband, but it means "Siang Malam Tunggu Panggilan" * big grin*...for those who doesn't understand, get your Indonesian friend to translate (wakkakakka...yang translate bisa mencret2 yah...kaga lucu ya kalo udah ditrenslet gituw wakkakakak), so my name should be very long, remind me of Pippi the long stocking Girl (It's very dinosour time, Pippi *sigh*)... after Sutrisno, Suparno, and the newest Simatupang.
Me always on call (just like doctor huh? but too bad I'm not...the good news is as a woman, I could become a doctor by marrying a doctor husband, then I will become Mrs. Doctor *grin* isn't that great to become a woman? *wicked smile*), lemme continue, yupe I'm on call 24 hours a day, 7 days a week for my clients, just like seven eleven *sigh*, but too bad, nowadays I always miss my call *blush*, I think something wrong with my handphone, the ringing tone is not high enough, or may be I'm turning deaf? wakakkakakka...
So no wonder I've been cursed by my fren for not answering their call, but hey, there is a caller id, rite? Then I certainly will call you back, guarantee...but still, they're saying I'm avoiding their call *sad*
For my clients..not a problem for them, because they usually will text me if they need me after office hour...so it's not a big issue at all *smile*
Oh ya last nite I went for a movie again *blush* But during the movie, my client text me to change something, so I have to go back to office after the movie *sigh* These past 2 days I've been going back to the office in the nite, and the office is so spooky...and yesterday nite was worse coz my battery flat, so I couldn't access my address book inside my mobile phone *sigh* May be it's the punishment for me being naughty, seeing a movie during working hour...eh but yesterday I didn't see during working hour lah, I went there after my voice class *blush* should I make it a history by seeing a movie again tonite? *naughty smile*

I saw Noel, it's a good movie, but quite depressing, then I feel that oooppsss feel familiar though *blush*
Rose, the main character, always want other people to be happy...even though on the expense of her own happiness *sigh* the good thing is the film is happy ending (oopsss...sorry guys...) But how about mine? *sigh*

It was a crazy Monday

Everyone of us must have a bit of Garfield live inside ourselves, nobody likes Monday, or do you?
I did whatever I needed to do yesterday as fast as possible, went out lunch (I really hate Monday, most of the hawker centre don't open on Monday, so I have to eat in the foodcourt, which means have to go down to town *sigh*)
Went back to office, continued my work, then suddenly I felt very bored, luckily my work had finished, then I sms my God sista,"What r u doin"?"
She said,"Goin' 2 hv bbq wif frenz, wat u hv 4 me?"
I said,"Nvr mind, go ahead n hv fun lah."
She,"I dun really wanna do bbq, the weather is not nice."
I replied,"Let's see movie".
She,"okay".
I booked online ticket, then picked her up, arrived in the cinema, realising that I forgot my credit card *sigh* Actually during the booking process I'd kept on reminding my self not to forget bringing the credit card holder, but there it goes...I forgot...it's really the sign of aging *sad*
I thought,"Oh no there it goes my 15 dollars.."
But luckily the attendant said as long as I could get the credit card number, then she could help me to issue the ticket, so I called back office (my sista asked me if I needed her to speak to the office gal, coz my Chinese is really lousy...but I said, I can handle lah...*blush*), and ask my office girl to read the card number to me....voila...I got the ticket *lega*
After that my sista said,"Jie jie I'm wearing bbq outfit, will I be cold later on inside the cinema?"
I said,"No worries, still have time to shop, I think I also need something to warm me up, how about we just hug each other inside?" *evil laugh*
No lah...I'm not desperate to hug a girl inside the cinema, so we went down Isetan, nothing good, crossed the road went to Esprit, it's closed for renovation, then went to Zara, so we bought the same things but different colour.
Went out from Zara, met the stupid boy who do survey arounf Orchard, and called me,"Biao liang de ma ma". (=beautiful mother).
Felt like punching his face, does he think I'm old enough to become a mother meh? Idiotic secondary boy student....my sista laughed and couldn't stop....haizzzz...
We saw Prime....good movie, touching, even though it's a bit weird how Rafi meet David, but anyway, it's a good show..though...

When Trisakti Met UNSW

Last Saturday, I invited some friends from Trisakti and UNSW to come over to my place, as usual I cooked, but this time, 2 dishes were cooked by my Mom, andd I cooked another 2 plus 1 dessert, yeah cheese cake, bite size as per my friend's request...
Unfortunately I had to work on that day as well, and the work was not as smooth as what I'd expected *sigh* so I came home about 3.30 with my God Sista, and I told her," I feel like I'm in the Project Runway, have to finish my project by 5.30, and it's Indonesian Food, which is quite complicated to make". I don't believe in paste or ready to use ingredients though *grinned*
Expected, arrived home, my mom had already been kan cheong for me, coz I hadn't started anything at all *sigh* Got scolding all the way, till my mom felt save enough not to kan cheong, then she became soften a bit *phew* I was thinking may be shouldn't invite anybody home, until my parent go back to Jakarta to avoid any inconvinience kali yaaa? wakakakkakakka.....
Anyway some couldn't come...and the one who came, 2 friends (one of them bring hubby and Mommy *takut*) from Trisakti and 3 friends from UNSW, and my God Sista who acted as my assistant for cooking and a Door Bitch, wakakkakakakka....she's a very good door bitch though *puas* wakakkakakka...
The menu are Beef Rendang and Ayam Goreng by proudly presented by my Mom, meanwhile Soto Sulung ,Vegetarian Spring Roll and Mini Cheese Cake humbly presented by me, with the help of my beloved sista *grin*
As I expected where Trisakti Graduates are very warm and friendly, just like me *blush*, so everything went well, I've prepared some board games to play, but at the end nobody played, coz they we re too busy with conversations *happy*
Tomorrow there will be some more stories continue, so stay tune *kayak radio*

Money Not Enough

October and this month are not a good months for me, as I've spent so much these past 2 months...partly because of the house renovation *sigh* then have to buy things like home furnishing and etc etc...
And in the same time also a lot of sale here and everywhere (lucky for me lah, at least some of the house things can be bought at bargain price), but yet I still feel eh I still need this and that (it's a common thing lah, human being is not easy to be satisfied *wink)
But remembering I spent quite a lot, so I have to hold my self *sigh*
Last week I had to forgo the Nakamichi sale *sobs*, it was 30% discount *tempted*, but I kept on telling my self,"No flona, that's enough for this month!!!" I felt like Becky Bloomwood (remember Shopaholic?). *grinned*
I try to comfor my self by,"Ah it's only Nakamichi, who knows next month it will be Bang and Olufsen? wakakakkaka....
Yeah, I'm the ear person, I'd rather have a sound system dan TV *blush* but yet I can't listen to audio book, for this one, I'd rather read than hear, and then for learning something I'm an ear person again, I'd rather hear something from somebody (if it's something to memorise) or attend the lesson (if it's something to do with calculation or computer things).
Today, there is Computer show called SITEX 2005 in Singapore Expo *sigh* I have already told my self,"No Flona, you don't need to go there, no budget, and it's very far as well.." So when I read newspaper I always skip the article about SITEX *blush*
Now I know, why Santa Clause only fulfills the children list *innocent face*
I think if Santa have to fulfill adult list as well, he will be bankrupt very soon...
But just in case Santa will read my blog, here is my wish lists for Santa

Dear Santa, I think I've been a good girl so far, so would you mind fulfilling my wishlists as stated below, please? *big grin*
1. Jaguar S Type (real one please Santa, and COE inclusive)
2. Bang and Olufsen sound system (BeoSound 9000)
3. Kitchen Aid Stand Mixer Model #: KM25G0X
I think that's all I need for this year, and I also attach the url links for you to browse around, so it will be easier for you to visualise my wishes.
I really hope you will be able to make my wishes come true *smile sweetly*

Happy Week end everyone!

Mission Impossible

After a few days of peaceful period, finally I had to start the mission impossible again...*sigh*
Which I always wander, why all the jobs have to come in the same time? *deep thought*
Why they have to plan something in a very short time, and still have to change so many times in so little time? *sigh*
Can't they make up their mind, please?
Well may be I have to suggest to use me as a star instead of Tom Cruise wakakakkakaka....

Oooopssss

After a long delay for making waffle, finally, last nite I decided to make the batter for breakfast today. This is all because of my great love for my father, he loves waffle, and last nite we went to supermarket, then he was interested in waffle, then I said,"Jangan beli deh Pa, nanti saya bikin sendiri ajah".
So after we arrived back at home, I started to prepare the ingredients, which my mom acting as a kitchen helper (yeah, I'm the pastry chef and she's the main chef), we made waffle in the middle of the nite.
Finished making the batter, I ran into my father's room, then said,"Udah jadi Pa wafflenya.."
My dad said,"Mana? kok gak dibawa ke sini".
Me with my devil smile,"Cuma adonannya doank siyy..malem2 kan gag boleh makan, ntar gendut lohhh...besok pagi deh baru jadi..."
Dad,"Yaaaa, kirain udah ada, udah seneng2 taunya gag ada.."
wakakkakaka....
So this morning I served waffle for breakkie, I took the photo, but unfortunately I forgot to bring my camera to the office, so I couldn't put the photo for you to see *sebel*
As I expected, they said the waffle is not sweet enough...well Indonesian..love sweet *sigh* but anyway they were quite amazed lah....*blush*
During the shower I saw, eh there is a green liquid soap from Body Shop, which I couldn't remember where I got it from (sure it's from somebody, but couldn't remember who *blush*), and I read it's Tea Tree Oil Body Wash.
With no hesitation I used the soap, then I realised ooohhh noooo, the smell reminds me of the toilet disinfectant *cemas* too late...so I just pour a lot of body lotion with a sweet smell, and perfume *sigh*
Arrived in the office, I checked my schedule, OMG I have appointment to see supplier today in his place, and I wear the wrong outfit *sigh* don't have time to go back and change (if I still stayed in the old house, I still be able to do so lah...but not with this house *sigh*)...
Now still worry about my outfit *sigh*
May be this supplier is not really important to me or It's really the sign of aging *mikir*?

Project Runway

Ever since my parents came to Singapore, I always worry whether I would be able to watch my fave show such as Project Runway and The Apprentice, as my Dad always occupies the TV, and it's not nice to fight over the TV with Daddy, rite?
But last week and last nite, I was be able to watch Project Runway *yay*
Last nite the assignment was making the outfit for the rocker, and they have to work in groups, as what I expected Kevin won the competition, but watching all the drama that happened during the assignment, made me realise that most of the people are very selfish, especially when they have to face competition.
But at least The Apprentice, when they were asked to perform some assignment, they're still willing to be cooperative towards each other, not like Project Runway, so I guess it's easier to live in the corporate world than in showbiz....
The other funny thing is when Austin had to give comment, who should leave from his team, then he burst into tears uncontrollably *suprised*
Vanessa was asked to leave, not surprised me, if you watch these kinda reality show, you shouldn't be humble to lower yourself down, they will apprecite more of you when you can sell yourself better, even though you're not worth that much...
I don't like this kinda people who like to boast about something regardless they really have the capability or just b*llsh*tting around....
So whatttt? geto lohhhhhhh...
What a dirty world....

Service Quality

Last Saturday my parents went out with their friend, while I was trying my best to clear the old house...and I told them later I will join them for dinner...
I also still have to change the coffee machine that I bought sometime back and always causing me a problem in the morning...so I went to Tangs, but the sales girl hadn't arrived yet, then I tought better crossed over to Isetan to buy some spoons (my mom said the spoon not enough, only Isetan that sells them by pieces).
Arriving in Isetan 4th floor, they are having a Timberland sale, OMG it was so pack with people, til I felt giddy, had to queue for so long to pay in the cashier some more *cemas abies* I was wandering how it could be so crowded as it's only 1 something in the afternoon...well..Singapore is shopping paradise I guess *sigh*
Then went back to Tangs again, and the crowds started to pour into Tangs as well *gasp* Found the sales girl, she changed to the new machine, tried and tested then went back home to change clothes before met my parents and the gank for dinner...
So I brought them to East Coast to eat seafood, but we didn't go to the usual places (Red House, Jumbo or No Sign Board), we went to East View instead. The food is not so great, but they're offering different taste from all those 3 resto that we used to patronise...
Actually I don't really fancy going to the place that I've never been familiar before, especially with my parents, but I tried this place last month with my client, and then the service was very good, and the food is quite acceptable as well.
But yet on Saturday, the resto was quite crowded...but not as crowded as the rest though, then I feel, eh the service was not that good anymore..I ordered drink, it took them more than 10 mins to serve my drink, and my plate had already full with the crab and prawn shell, and they didn't even bother to change to the new one *sigh*
It was totally different from the first experience there, whereby they put 1 waiter especially to attend to our table, and when the dish came, the waiter would serve in the individual plate for us....
A lot of times people always take something for granted, same with this restaurant, as the resto getting more crowd, the service quality become worse..it made me think of my company, Thank God, so far we still can maintain our service to our customer as good as the first time we started the company, even though my motto is"Who's scared?" And everything the customers asked, I always says, "yes, we can do it" and think later how to do it *blush* but yet we always deliver a good job for them, that's why my customer always say,"Your company is amazing, just like superman, everything always can be done". But they don't know at the back of it a lot of sweats, blood, headache, stress and also tears *sigh*
Hopefully I can maintain our service quality *amin*

New Skin

Yeah finally I changed to the new skin, happy huh?
I've already started last nite, with the other design, but at the end I gave up that design *sigh*
I'm not that clever in this kinda things *blush* and my consultant is not in town *sigh*
Even this one I'm very confused, any idea how to make my title to be in the center?
I've already tried since I woke up (10.30 am and got scolding from my dad, coz I woke up late *sigh*) but no result *sebel*
Last nite watched the Arsenal and Wigan, first I thought, what? Wigan? never heard of, but Arsenal was made upside down by them *surprised*
Then there were following match for Chelsea and New Castle, but since Owen didn't play, better do something better like changing blog skin, agree? *smile*
These week end is the first week end since I don't know when I don't have any work to worry about for the following week *lega*
But the nightmare still there, I mean the things from old house...still there, but decided to shift it to the office first to avoid any jam in the new place, lucky have office though (finally got something lucky in my posting..hehheheh)
Meanwhile, wanna go back to my skin again deh....

Murphy's Law

Still remember the Indonesian phrase "Sudah jatuh tertimpa tangga pula?"
It's quite true you know, coz when you got bad luck, then the series of bad luck will follow *sigh*
Let's count my bad lucks *grinned*

First, a few days ago, I dropped my handphone to the floor (luckily carpeted), it wasn't really a free fall though, It landed on my chair, then bounced back and landed on the floor, but the result, I lost all my contacts *sigh* I didn't have back up *deep sigh*, all my collections, especially the important ones like boys phone number *oops* that I've collected through the years, all gone *cry* So for those who had submitted your phone number to me, please re-submit again, and for those who want to submit your number also can lah...
Do you think it's time to change my mobile phone? *grinned*

Second, the stupid private sale, but luckily (again), this time, luckily I didn't see that idiot during the private sale..

Third, these past few days, I have a fever in the evening, throbing headache, nausea, just like 2 years ago when I was hit by denque fever...I can't recall whether I'd beaten by mosquitos these past few days, because my skin is quite sensitive, will be easily having rash and itch...so i went to the doctor just now, and should I say fortunately or unfortunately ya? she said it's only viral infection (or if she misdiagnosed me, let me say good bye to you first ya! *smile*), so I'm adding new collection to my medicine collections *grinned*

Fourth, I don't know why everytime I do my works, when it came out, always have some mistakes *sigh* I think need to re-install my PC, but then I don't know where Nuniek put my external hard drive *sigh*

Fifth, I'm bloody busy these few days, so I didn't have time to apply for season parking ticket, actually can apply online, but I always forget (sign of aging ya? *sigh*), so I got 2 parking tickets, first one, I forgot to put the night parking coupon when I parked my car a few days ago, it cost me $30 *sigh*, the second one, I did put the night coupon, but I woke up late, so I got parking ticket for expired parking coupon and it cost me another $20 *sigh again*
So I fed up then went to apply season parking, OMG it's so expensive $90/month *sigh*, so I have to cut my shopping allowance *cry*
So now I change my song to Parking Pontianak (they call the parking ticket issuer parking Pontianak in here, as they can not be seen, then suddenly you got the tickets, oh then Pontianak in here means Kuntilanak in Indonesian, I can't understand why they call Pontianak, poor Pontianak people *grinned*)by Dim Sum Dollies (it's the local production something like Theater koma in Indonesia, they make satirical joke about the goverment, and everyday life in Singapore, quite funny, they have it every year but this year not so good, just like movie, when they made the sequel it would not be as good as the first one...just try to listen to the lyric, may be you can get some ideas from there...)

Sixth, last nite I watched Suria Channel "Cinta Berkalang Noda", eh why now Ari Wibowo is everywhere ya? Like no other actor deh...*sebel* then the Elman mother is so scary also...then last nite I got night mare *cemas*

Eh my posting a lot of sigh ya? *blush* If continues like this sooner or later I'll get stroke nih...hmm life is difficult ya...stay in Singapore will get stroke because of the stress (I've been here for 5 years, but my face grow 15 years older *sigh again*, just imagine when I was in Sydney, when I went to the club, everybody could go in, but the bouncer had to asked my ID card first *blush*), but if I stayed in Indonesia may be I'll get stroke because of too much good food *grin*

In conclusion I think I need to do flower bath ritual to get rid of the bad luck, right? So don't you think it's time to book myself a spa? *grinned*
Spa also use flower bath mah... *nyari alasan*
Happy week end everyone!

Urban

This is the special section in the Strait Times Singapore on Thursday, too bad it's available online but you have to pay..you know lah...Singapore...everything must pay one...no such thing as free like Sydney Morning Herald though *disappointed*
Well, let's get back to the business, mmm in one of the section inside, which is called "Hey Good Looking", they featured Indonesian wearing Biyan( I think several times already they featured Indonesian, but I think this is the first time I saw them wearing Indonesian Designer dress), which I think very outstanding.
Since before I always like Ghea and Biyan design, they are so unique and creative, not like here in Singapore, you go Daniel Yam (one of Singapore designer for party dress), then you will find the simple model, and the model hardly change, as they only play with colour, once you bought one of them, there you goes, fallen into trapped, then you'll meet somebody wearing exactly ths same dress as you wear, and if you're lucky enough, they'll wear different colour...how embarassing huh?
The same goes for Yin and Yang (one of Singapore brand), but the quality of the workmanship a bit lower than Daniel Yam...
So here I am, always worried with what to wear if I received an invitation for wedding or special party by my clients *sigh*
Then another thing in Urban today, they're featuring Japanes product, one of them is the guide for applying blusher which made me missed Sydney a lot, especially my cute Japanese flatmate, Megumi *deep sigh*
She always has a lot of amazing things that you've never imagine before, and the packaging also very cute *sigh*
If only I could turn back time *very deep sigh*

Bad Blood

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........
*sigh* I think I should join anger management or may be the producer want to make anger management 2? then they can contact me lah....*senyum manis*
Monday my feeling was better a bit, then suddenly jrenggg...one of my clients who was one of the biggest part of the cause of my bad feeling last week, called me and invited me to their private sale *sigh*
Then my blood started to boil *bah* (minjem istilahnya Juju),as my anger towards them hasn't cooled down *arrrghhhhh*
And I don't have any choice other than coming than to the private sale.....and this time it's hard to become a hypocrite, as they had stepped onto my dignity too much.....I hate theeeeemmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm *arggggghhhhhhh*
I can't sit still, kayak cacing kepanasan til now *sigh* counting my time til that stupid sale....try to compose my self, to be a hypocrite, show my killer smile to them later *take a deep breath*
Well business is only about how good you become an actor and actress to be specific to be a hypocrite *deep sigh*
May be it's a good thing to buy a punch bag and a dart to be put inside my office *sigh*

Gym Session (Singlish version)

I change the song hor..this one is Numb by Linking Park, yupe I'm numb liao leh..
I always forgot to bring my handphone these past 2 days, feel better without handphone, thinking to sell my handphone, any body wanna buy or not? buy lah...it's good you know, used by me before, so the price should be high, u know, I'm celebrity mah...
Last Friday, too many fan nao (=headache) liao, I oredi planned in the morning before hand, that I'll go to the gym for yoga class...
And then, disaster came, PC didn't want to co-operate with me, made me late to go for yoga class lah *sigh*
Still with semangat 45 yang berkobar2, I decided to join the following class, Body Combat. Arrived there just in time to join the class. Inside the changing room, I met the yoga teacher, then chit chat a bit lah...she said that she was rushing for spinning class...wah lau eh...so strong ah? *takjub*
Anway the body combat class a bit weird, I think the teacher was a ballet dancer before, coz the movement (the slow one to catch up breath and to cool down), a bit like combination between ballet and tai chi *bingung*
But it worked well though, yupe, if you're too angry or upset, you have 2 choices, either you join body combat (to release your bad energy), or Yoga (to calm your mind andd slow down).
After the class, still bo kam guan (=not satsfied-red), I went to express zone to build up muscle lah, actually got 1 big muscle, in the stomach..wakakakaka....like winnie the pooh without the honey pot and I'm not yellow also lah...*blush*
And then in one of the machine, got 1 botak uncle so aiyoh one leh, once I started to sit next to his machine, he also started to show off with those kind of funny sounds as though he's working very hard...aiyoh so disgusting, feel like telling him,"Uncle, you better slow down or else you'll be running out of breath soon.." but didn't have guts to do so leh *dissapointed*
Disgusting with him, so I moved to another machine lah, after felt enuf doing exercise, I went to sauna before shower...wah...so refreshing..but got 2 stupid aunties chit chatting noisily inside the sauna room, felt like throw the hot coal on both of them..but of course not executed lah, I'm so sweet mah...
Eh how come I couldn't write Singlish as good as Xiaxue ar? *bingunk* but for sure I can speak Singlish much more better than I write lah...

The Grass is Always Greener on the other side of the fence

Do you sometimes feel that way too?
That's what exactly I feel right now, if only we could swap the place with the neighbour whose grass is greener than our grass, would we feel better or still we felt that our grass was greener than the new grass after the swap place happened?
Well, I'm just feeling under the weather I guess, after being suppressed from everywhere...*sigh*
Thanks for all your concern, and all the attempt call on Saturday and Sunday, sorry for not turning on my hp, the charger is in the office though :)
Happy Monday....oh no...*sigh*

Deep Condolescence Again

This time is for my self
Life is crap
Bagaikan buah simalakama...
*sigh*
Happy Week end Everyone....