God is Good

This is a Christian song that I learned quite sometimes back, we used to sing it in the Campus Christian Fellowship with full of Joy.

I always wonder, even though I always sing it with full of Joy whether it's in the church or in the fellowship, would I be able to sing it that way even though if I were to fall deep into darkness and sorrow and sing it real slow and reflect on every words written in the song?

The reality is I am still playing it over and over again, but i just couldn't bring my self to sing it. But sometimes this song just automatically play inside my mind.

If you wanna here the music please click here

Tired of Living

One of our client does outsourcing of a few things to our company. And one of the things is we have to provide staffs permanently in their place.

Well these incidents already been happened a few times, whereby we feel that our staffs that are assigned there, lack of good attitude towards our company. They feel that they belongs to our clients instead.

So far it were only a small incidents happened, so we just closed one eyes towards them, but today, it really made me boiled heavily, when I received one email from one of my staff there, written in a damn big font size and some are red in color, and cc to the managers there. And at the end of letter she also wrote "Please avoid this printing error in future."

I was so bloody pissed off with my staff behaviour, I called her up, and asked her," I am sorry that I made mistakes, but allow me to asked a question, who are you working for? My company or that company? How could you send me that kind of email and cc to the managers there? Why don't you just picked up a phone and informed me that I made mistakes instead?

When I called her, she didn't even say sorry to me, she only kept quiet and only said,"Oh".

I admit I made mistakes, but remembering she is working for me, do you think that it is ethical to do that? Is she my boss? Is she tired of living? *boiling*

Belom tau dia siapa gue...don't try to wake the tiger when the tiger is sleeping lah...

Mother

My mom *sigh*, my domestic helper, her name is thin thin (read as :tin tin), when my mom called, become sundanese name "Titin" *gubraks*

Since she came, I only had a chance to have my mum's cooking on week end, because I was so busy with business lunch and dinner, or farewell dinner for friends, meeting up with friends or birthday etc. And I was over eating. Can you imagine, me who is not a dessert person, had to gulp down the whole chocolate cake for the sake of business *wiping my sweat*

As the result I always ended up wanted to thrrow up every night after dinner...not that I am suffering from anorexia though...but in business it's just not nice to say no when everybody are having dessert *sigh*

Anyway I thought that week end I could detox by having my mom's cuisine, to my surprise, most of the dishes that my mom cooked (sorry) contained fatty pork *pucet*

OMG has my mom forgotten that I am not really a pork fans...especially the fatty one? *gubraks* so it was toxicated week end instead *sigh*

Anyway happy Chinese New Year for you who celebrate, don't forget to send "Hong Bao" to me ya....need my bank account? send me email, I'll give you my account ;P

Penampakan

This morning had an early appointment at 10. It's pretty unusual for me to leave around this time *grinned*

Anyway as I've made a confession to my parents about the car, my mum sent me to the carpark this morning. I saw 1 suspicious car parked in the lot behind the lifts.

To my surprise they were in action ladies and gentleman *gubraks* Luckily my mom didn't see it, or else she will have a heart attack and ask me to move out from that place *sigh*

Of course I did call a police to lodge in a complaint *sigh* OMG not even 10 am, they did it in the open *still shocked* where does the moral go to these days? I think I need to buy 7 types of flower and wash my self with it, going to CNY man *sigh*

If my eyes happened to be swollen again, I'd sue them *sigh*