A bit late ya....but better late than never *nyari alesan*
I want to express my deep condolescence for the family of the late Bapak Soeharto...Bapak Pembangunan Indonesia.
May he rest in peace, and may the famile is strengthen by his departure.
I can't describe my feelings exactly towards him, but without him Indonesia, would not be what it is now...may be the best feeling to describe is "When love and hate collides"
Last night when doing my manicure and pedicure, I felt down inside the shop. I think because it was very slippery and my mind was on something else, the fall effect was bad enough, even though I could managed the pain, but when IK tried to stand up, and I did, suddenly I felt like I was going to faint, so I ask the girl whether they have candies or sugar water or what so ever, meanwhile I came back to my chair to stabilise my self *sigh* Never been like this before....UI thought today i wouldn't be able to walk as my knee is swallen very badly, even i thought i might die during my sleep *parno*
Anyway I still managed to wake up this morning, with stiff neck and a sore arm right til now *sigh* But when i was making my breakfast this morning, i took up my favourite cup (a gift from 1 of my best friend last Christmas) from the cupboard, i put on the kitchen top then I reached the top cabinet to take my tea, suddenly the cup which ic quite heavy felt down and broke into pieces. I felt onto my foot first before hitting the floor, and my foot was bleeding...
OMG what's happening to me? *deep sigh*
Happy week end everyone
OMG, I was trying to get a ticket to Perth for Chinese New Year holiday with my parents, I checked early January, there were plenty timing available. Since my workloads is really incredibly hard to predict, it made me not really keen to book the ticket early *sigh*
2 days ago I started to check the ticket, as usual of course no more ticket available *sigh* But then I was dare enough to check for the Business class seat. It is still available, even up to a few minutes ago when I thought I'll redeem my milleage for my parents, meanwhile paying a full price for mine *deep sigh*
I also thought it would be saver to redeem for my parents first before buy my one, anyway at the end of the day money speaks louder than milleage, doesn't it?
When I booked my parents seats, I still saw a few seats available, but to my suprise when I go to purchase my ticket, the system said there is no more seats available *panick* I'm holding on to the phone right now trying to reach the customer service hotline, but they haven't picked up my line until now...
OMG what should I do...they don't even have any special dedicated line for the business class? I remember they did before *ngelap keringet*
It's the final count down *singing*
My parents are coming this Saturday, it's about 48 hours more *sigh* I've been trying to crack my head how to solve my storage problems *deep sigh*
Imagine my stuffs has occupied Thin Thin's (my domestic helper, not really new, has bee with me for a year) wardrobe, and also my parents's room wardrobe *blush* I've been wondering also how come within a year my wardrobe grow so rapidly *garuk2 kepala* Am I so stress? (you know the correlation between women in stress and shopping lah...). I didn't feel last year I spent so much in shopping though. Even my shopaholic best friend still can accomodate her belongings in her wardrobe that she shares with her husband *bingung*
How how dong? *panick* or just convert my parents room to my walk in wardrobe? Sounds good, doesn't it?
Or make a walk in wardrobe in the office? No no...doesn't sound that good...
How how?
Several days ago when I was browsing around in Supermarket, I was quite excited to find fortune cookies here, as it is my first time finding it in Singapore, where by me and my flatmate used to buy when I was still in Sydney.
I bought 1 box of it. Just now I suggested to my colleagues to open it up, and distributed to all of us in the office, inclusive those in the production floor. Being given 1 cookie by my colleague, I protested, I said,"Its not fair, that means you choose my fortune.."
She gave up, took back my cookie and put back in the box, so I picked the other one, but I have no fortune *sedih* no paper inside *dissapointed*
If only I took what she gave me *regret*
So there were a chaotic moments during the fortune cookies time, one of them even said,"Is it lucky draw? The prize is ma'am's car? *gubraks*
Remember my spoilt brat cousin? She's 17 years old. Lucky Yesterday she celebrated her sweet 17 party, but I didn't bother to ask where did she celebrate it.
Lucky that she was born on my parents' anniversary date, which I used to remember, but too bad now I have a very bad memory, I can't even remember is my parents' anniversary is today or tomorrow? Oopss sorry mom, sorry Dad....
Anyway I also didn't know that she reached 17, until a few weeks ago my mom told me about that, and asked me what am i going to give *gubraks* Me? Giving her birthday present? Never thought of it in my history, but I do still bought a lots of things for my extended family when they know that I am coming back to Jakarta *nyengir* but most of the time I just keep it private, I just wanted to spend a time with all my precious friend and have fun....not obligation to meet this auntie or that uncle, etc... forgive me for this behaviour....
I've bought the gift, I've bought the card, now I stuck with what should I write inside the card *sigh* any idea?
Or may be should I just write:
"Dear Spoilt Brat, Happy Birthday 17 Birthday, I wish you all the best in your life, may all your wish come true, go to UK to study (please don't go to Trisakti), and graduated with magna cum laude, and got your PhD (I only got master degree though) , and achieve your life much much better than mine (appear in Tatler magazine)."
How does that sounds? Since she always wanted at least to be me or wanted to outperform me....remember the LIA incident? the junior high school exam result incident? and not forgetting about the UK univesity incident? *grinned*
Anyway happy anniverysary mom and dad...either today or tomorrow lah...what a different does 1 day make? *nyari kambing item*
I used to wonder why a few months back, I always met police patrol car in my car park building...I though that the police just wanted to see me, so they always circle around in the car park around the time I normally left my house *narciss mode on*
But lately I began to realise that quite often people use the carpark for a quickie during lunch time *gubraks* as I always park in the upper deck whereby not many people park in that level, and practically my home is the nearest to the city and the car park is quite enough to be a place for a afternoon quickie get away with a fling...
So I am quite fed up with this things going around in my place, like just now I just called the police station and tell them that I am very uncomfortable with what's going on in the car park especially it is quite near my car....I asked them to frequently patrol the carpark, especially during lunch time...
Why can't people go to the hotel if they want to do something...why have to be in the carpark, especially my carp ark *sigh*
Last night the news kept on flashing about our former preseident Soeharto which is in critical condition. They also show the picture of him being carried around with a lot of machine attached to him. I feel sorry and sympathy for him
But I just can't understand with the lead doctor who became the spokesman to the TV, why he still kept on insisting saying that,"Pak Harto is attached to the breathe support machine and is on highly sedated conditon".
Why can't he just simple said,"He is in a very critical condition and depends on the life supporting machine?"
*sigh* my fellowcountrymen...why you have to choose words when you have already had no choice to hide something from the public? It won't hurt to admit something though...
but anyway Pak Harto...what ever would happened to you, I believe it is God will....for the family be strong ya...I also feel sad to see him in this condition....
Have a nice week end everybody...
Not that I've changed my surname to Wong....so I'm related to Wong Fei Hung or other Wong heroes *grinned* My surname still the same and proud of it *narciss mode on*
Just wanna share the story about my office...especially in the toilet...everytime i go in I can feel something not right...especially at night after office hour...but sometime...when I am too tired because of my workload...I just don't care...walked into the toilet and stay there as long as I need too....
I don't even care about feeling scared or who will i meet or what will i see anymore....I don't care.....
Have a good week end everyone...
The day before yesterday (digest your self when yaaaa... :P), I was having a a quite bad mood, so i called my friend to have lunch together *ngelirik to somebody who's reading this blog* We had a good time, gossiping, updating with the current issues...you know...even though the time is quite limited, but I enjoyed his company a lot.. thanks for your lunch though *hugs* (those who didn't have lunch with me that day don't be GE ER yaaaa...)
Still feeling not right, didn't have any appetite to go back to the office, and knowing that I had another appointment around 4 pm in the city, so I decided to cool my head down in shopping center...
But it was a terrible decision though...I went to Raffles City, to check out the latest changes that they did to the mall, tried a few dresses, I knew I lost weight, and most of my clothings are loose, but to my dissapointment, even I tried the same number as what I used to wear before, it is still tight on me *sigh* Is the size chart getting smaller or what ya? *garuk2 kepala*
Even worse, I ended up in Robinsons Department Store...which I don't really like to be in it, frankly speaking, but the one in Raffles City is not that bad though...for women clothing, they are quite up to date. Anyway I was browsing around...and suddenly heard the sounds of that type of "trying to be cute voice" of Singaporean tai tai, saying,"Oh look..how this dress is really so sweeetttt you know..." *mau muntah*
Hearing their voice and seeing the sight of them, suddenly my desire to shop dissapeared...well...see from the bright side...I didn't splurge in shopping because of that...next time i think i'd better hanging out in orchard *sigh*
Today practically is the first official day of 2008 of works...remembering the 1st was fallen on middle of last week, so I believe that many people took the opportunity to take a long week end during that period.
It's quite frustating, starting with the crazy traffic to the office. I was not able to shift lane after I joined the highway, as all the bloody big trucks didn't want to give way to me, and this is the very first time in my life....
Continued with the normal short tempered Singaporean, I am used to drive quite slow in the car park, because anyway it's a carpark....no point to speed in the car park, anytime people might just walk out from somewhere and also cars...but you know...a lots of Singaporean like to speed off in the car park... and even for a short distance also they tried to over take me always for sure...and this bloody uncle over took me by taking the other one way lane...I was not pissed off..but I was pissed off when he took my normal parking space....*sigh* minta dikempesin bannye kali yak? ato dibaret mobilnya pake kawat berduri? Belom tau dia siapa guwe....mantan anak Trisakti boww...
And I circled around the car park in my office block, surprisingly it is very full...*sigh*
What happened nahhh? *thai accent*
Dear Mike,
I just came back from Sydney, but I feel that there is something missing, it was you. I've tried my best not to pass Surry Hills Area, regardless people said that I should go to Kylie Kwong Restaurant or Bill's Restaurant down there.
I couldn't bring my self to see the rubbish bin there. I tried as much as I could to erase that picture inside my minds about your body being found inside the rubbish bin at Surry Hills a few years back...
I'd tried my best not going to pub or bottle shop at all during my stays there, but I couldn't avoid seeing those midori bottles in the duty free shop *sigh*
The Planet Hollywood still there Mike, but they've changed the name to something else, and also the cinema across the road still there *sigh* Everything I saw there, reminded me of all the memories that we have with all of our friends there...but yet you were not there...
Mike...where ever you are, we all still miss you....Rest In Peace, Mike...
Have a great week end every one....
I thought I would definitely not going to make it up to year 2008. But here I am in front of my beloved laptop, updating my blog on the first day of 2008.
Last year had been really bad for me, and I really don't know what tomorrow will hold...I don't have any new year resolution at all.
I just wish it's all only a bad dream, and someday I would be woken up from this nightmare....someday..somehow...if miracle do happened...
Happy New Year everyone....wishing you a very bright and succesfull year ahead.
